Monday, November 30, 2009

fashion is love

yesterday night, only me and mindy went out for shopping.
its the first time we girls went out ourselves without the guys!
we think we are independent enough to go out already after such a long stay here :) :)

wow editing pictures with rounded corners can be quite time-consuming!
but they somehow look nicer :)


i like my collar bone very much

oh we reached our casual shopping place Carrefour Rama which is 10mins of cab away from our house

and this in the night market which opens everyday

my buys for the day.

high waist skirt with a gold zipper infront ($10)

rocker tight dress ($4.30)

black lace floral dress ($6.50)

dark blue dye tube dress ($6.50)

pink strip tight dress ($4.30)

things are really cheap here but i'd only bought 26 tops/bottoms/dresses so far.
my aim, 100 pieces when im back!

74 more pieces to go, just like 74 more days to go back home :)

Sunday, November 29, 2009

2 moles

hey i discovered 2 new moles on my left hand!

thinking of the functions my camera have, i went to try the close-up mode......
AH, clear!
i really love my camera alot :)

maybe we should name one boy one one girl with the initials l and e so we can all become one big family.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

samsung PL 50

i bought this from PhotoHut at Carrefour Rama 2 days back woohoo :)))))
im really grateful to the guys cause they accompany me running around to find a suitable camera as the shopping mall was closing soon that night.
i desperately wanted to buy it ON THAT DAY.
yea yea i know, my bad habit.

want means want, want means must have, means if dont have i'll be unhappy.

i think i really have to try to change this bad habit of mine, if not life wont be easy for me as not everything will go it my way at all the time.
i must be flexible!
like a rubber...

i so love my pink camera!

btw i was thinking, why samsung was called samsung.
might be the creator's name is sam?
and when he's singing in his bathroom thinking of a name for his own brand, he thought..
im SAM!
and i SUNG!
i shall call my brand................................SAMSUNG!

okay lame ignore me.

its image quality is reallyyyyyyyyyy GOOD!
total thumbs up.
even though its cheap($240).
but its way much better than my previous cameras($300+ or $400+)..
its embedded antishock function works like god, and im impressed.
the contrast, ooh lala.
the BEST is, it has this mode called "Beauty Shot".
it retouches the subject's skin to make it look smooth and blemish free!
omg imba right hahaha.
im really happy that i bought such a lovely camera cause its cheap and, its PINK.

Jac quoted: "May it be the outer appearance, or the inner one, u'll know it both matters when ure holding it in ur hands."


i love tight dresses so much like hell but i know i cant be too full when im wearing it because my naughty belly wont be small enough to hide it inside these thin clothings.
anyway, i always nag to my girls that i can earn alot of money by selling away my butt to others.
know why?
cause its FULL OF MEAT!

see, want buy anot?

just another zebra prints i bought..

hello kale,

webcam night

sim's blog says, need this.

jac's blog says, I DRAW FOR U LOH.

im very sweet i know, u can praise me whenever u want!
i'll always be there for u if u ever needed me.
i might not be perfect, to be there for u 100% time.
but i will do my best, to be there for u.
i understand what ure feeling now, but fear not i will bring lotsa fun for u when im back.
meanwhile enjoy ur life to the fullest okay? :)
shorty always loves tallie, like how pear always loves banana.

my dear meiyi i love u too :) i know ure very busy with ur life now, i hope ure happy and having fun with ur boy and girls!

76 more days..

Friday, November 27, 2009

pause my song and listen to this guy at youtube

music always touches the heart.

he's really good aint he?

me plus u i'mma tell u one time
even though now it's a struggle love is all we got
but we're going keep keep climbing to the mountain top
my fight is ur fight
for ur heart is my heart

i feel so much better after ur call :)

im a superwoman

no matter how many times i'll stare blank today, i always remember why did i said..

"I will buy all the strawberries in the world just for u."

Thursday, November 26, 2009


he's always sweet at all time :)

when i find something wrong with myself
i run
so catch me when i fall
let me know where i belong
watching u is the only drug i need
so gangster i'm so thug
but please feel safe with me
no pressure no worries about the future
for it'll be just fine like sugar
things always go smooth if u dont care how its gonna go
a step a time and know everything's gonna work out just right
give me ur hands
have faith in me
i need to be myself
and i just want the world to see u'll be with me
u gave my life direction
which shows a love connection
i close my eyes
forget the distance
forget any differences
forget the imperfects
and i'll say i'll love u my baby

on and on and on... :)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009


sums up the whole day.

tml, buying a new camera, finding a cheap yet good one.
going shopping, best til i shop away all my money for clothes this month.
wanna eat alot, alot alot alot, but healthily.
miss so much, everyone in singapore.
magic, please make 79 more days pass like lightning.
then i started to think..

can i just go to sleep, and wake up 79 days later?

Someday, when I'm awfully low, I will feel a glow just thinking of u, and the way u'll look tonight.

chatting on phone during webcaming ystd night

then he started to draw some heartfelt words that made me feel touched, yet helpless cause i couldnt do anything while being stucked here.

love, two ways, whats ur say?

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


try doodling lines on ur paint, it can be really destressing.

oh its been so long since there're images up here, i desperately need to buy a new camera.
taking of photographs helped me to destress too.
beautiful photographs that i will keep in my whole lifetime.

random, i remember a famous quote from movie click:

Girl: "Will you still love me in the morning?"
Guy: "Forever and ever babe."

another one, a song from the wedding planner: I wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile
Whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All i wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So, it could be so nice growing old with you

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man that grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

i realised something, both movies have my favourite hollywood actor, Adam Sandler.

am i too young to even think about forever?
i cant believe me, jacqueleen, tung wei ting, is actually thinking about forever now.
where this word is very distant to me in the past, extremely.
people who just saw what i typed here might think im crazy.
as im someone who wont mention anything about forever.
but im thinking about it right now.
picturing the future of mine.
amazing isnt it, how things changes.
the reason, him.

80 more days here
soon 8 weeks
8 days
8 hours
8 mins
8 secs
it will be fast

Monday, November 23, 2009

kiss the rain

I was a quick, lost girl
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair I cut my long, baby hair
And stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you

yes i do and i love u kale.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

happy 1st month

from my sweetest baby's mail..

hey sweetheart=) todays our one month aniversary and even though we cant get to spend time with each other physically, im starting love u more and more without myself knowing at times, sometimes u know honey i still cant believe that we are actually together cause its like a dream, a dream which is so .unbelivable, a dream which i wanted for soo long and ever since u appeared in my world, i knew you were the right one in my life.during this one month i really enjoyed great moments with u like webcamming the whole night, kissing on webcam . obstacles have been mean towards us during in our first month and we actually handled them without any problem like the internet server, it was solved by using the 750 mins phone card. right now honey i know obstacles will just keep coming and coming but for me i feel that the biggest obstacle so far is to actually bear this two more tormenting months together before i could land my first physical contact on u which is a hug=) honey i just wanna let u know even though its one month, sooner later it will be 1 year, 10 years, 30 years and forever till we grow old. i just wanna let u know ure the one in my life and i really wana treat u the best i can even better than anyone in this world, i wanna give my shoulder to u when ure sad,i wanna kiss u lips when ure feeling loved, i wanna be u forever if possible in my next life too, im willing to sacrifice my life for u honey cause ive found out i cant live without u. i love u jacqueleen tung wei ting=)<3

oh kale oh kale:
days been passing pretty fast
its been one month and i hope the next two months will be passing fast too
everything seems so real yet surreal at times
but no matter what i love u so
i guess i could not find anyone else in this entire world
to have so much fate with me just like u do
i guess this is what pulled us together
even though we're far apart in two different countries
this is our unbelievable fate
we're meant to be together
baby ure too good to be true
and the person im living for is u
big hug :)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

new moon


we went to Siam Paragon yesterday night to watch NEW MOON!
the movie theatre was so imba!
it looked like those stage theatre, so impressively beautiful.
i dont even remember im going for a movie when i got in there.

grabbed this picture from google

i realised..
they always kiss like as if its the last kiss for them.
this was really awesome as i think couples should kiss in this way, treasure and cherish every kiss like how they do..


got back home at like 2am plus after the movie..
and i webcam with him until morning :)
from now on fri and sat can use internet until the next day already woohoo!

cute drawing of his

ah baby talking about babies again LOL

see the words on the top right hand corner
yes i will.

my girls

i do miss my girls i do
laughing with them like crazy as we always would
going out shopping with not much money in our pockets but we'll still be very happy
we can talk like forever
running out of topic is never a problem in our lifes
love u all
take care
til im back

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

hungry love

yesterday night, we went to PAN PAN(an italian restaurant nearby our place) to have dinner plus an advanced birthday celebration for wandy(my manager).

and when im in the car, he called me for a little chat before i went in for my dinner and i was really delighted to hear his voice and his "help me to clean my braces using.." ah inside joke LOL.
this really made my night smiling all the way through.
aftermath we went to soi cowboy and watched live ping pong show(naked woman stuffing things inside their V).
it was really disghusting but still i did not despise them and i respect them as this is their job.
i just felt sorry for them.
we were out til midnight so i called him to talk for awhile first before i head home for webcam.
he said he sent me a mail, and told me to check out my facebook as he tagged me something.
and OMG it was a video of him playing piano for me :)
i really love him so much :)

by the time u see this mail, there would be 86 days to see you but i will wait for u even though im hungry for ur priceless love=) love u always <3

Oh, my wife
my honey
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me

Lonely rivers flow to the sea,
to the sea
to the open arms of the sea
lonely rivers sigh 'wait for me, wait for me'
I'll be coming home wait for me

Oh, my wife
my honey
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me=)

during webcam..

he showed me the little heart he folded for me.
awww...he is just so sweet!

tada 1 2 3 i love u :)

we had our phone talk all the way til 5am at his side.
though we always said that we will sleep earlier but we always delayed the time til 1 or 2 hours later..
we were really tired yesterday but we still wanna talk!
i think that was like the "BEST" talk ever cause both of us are spouting rubbish already HAHAHA!

our one boy one girl topic leads to..
ke dou and ji dan
pyschology might work on the ke dou to give us a boy first
we will breed white frogs from the ke dou in our experimental lab
register the new found species we discovered and we can be in the guinness world record as a famous couple
we will have alot of money in the future when we're famous
then comes the top floor la and bang me on the wall la

this one imba..
everyday morning noon night and very strong

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I LAUGHED UNTIL MY STOMACH PAIN before we put down the phone and went to sleep.
and i got a feeling he'll forget what he said yesterday night if i mentioned to him on the phone later.

u cutest thing on earth, i love u.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


life here is good
but sometimes i just feel simply suffocating here
and i just wanna go back home so much right now
87 more days
please come fast
i miss everybody back in singapore terribly

i loved piano since im young, and i'll learn it for my baby til im old.

they dont know how long it takes waiting for a love like this..

i always do

inexplicable feelings after the phone talk yesterday night
and i just wanna say
i'll really love u tender love u true
i'll fufill all ur dreams yes i'll do
ure my baby i love u and i always do
u always say u were afraid to lose me and u'll never me go even if i let u go
but how will i let go of someone who made my life so complete
incomplete is not a part of my life ever since i met u
i was lost back then and u saved me
i know u'll make my dreams come true
which u had already did magically
u always tell me that u want to pay for my everything
not because its a bf/gf thing and not because u wanna show off to my friends or the others
but cause u love me and u wanna take care of my everything leaving me with no worries and all
u said u feel that u feel incompetent because u were afraid that the money u'll be earning is not enough for us when im back
u said u will work hard and earn more money for us
these are not just words i know as i had already seen ur actions
no matter what please dont tired urself out
i know ur sincerity and i just want to tell u all i ever wanted is u
i dont care even there's no movies no big feasts no gifts cause all i want is only u u u
i understand ur point of view that this is what u want to do as to treat me good
but i just wanna tell u
no worries baby we're still young now
it is good enough that we can support ourselves
u can pay for me but i can pay for some things myself too
in that case it'll be enough for us
money shouldnt be a problem to us
love does
but there's no problem about love
cause u love me and i love u
and thats the end of our story

ure a busy person
school plus ur fyp, workout when u got home, u wanna have more time on learning ur piano, u webcam and talk to me til late night
the amount of time u sleep is not enough to give u enough energy for a day
u wanna get ur car practicals done soon
u were afraid if u delay til the time when im back u'll have not enough money to go for the lessons as ure going to pay for my things too
but as i said above no worries about the money as everything will just work out fine
with me around money isnt gonna be a problem
im a good accountant here in my office u know
even though im quite a spender but i'll change for u
we'll plan and see how about getting the practicals together when im back alright
meanwhile just concentrate on ur already busy schedule
ure going to start a new work soon
i dont want u to tired urself out
i wanna u be happy
as simple as that
i love u

i dont know why i drew so long today but i took like the whole morning to do so..

keep this timetable well baby :)

Monday, November 16, 2009

miss sexy lips

we talked on the phone while webcaming ystd..

the feeling was so so so great!
he's loving it so much just like i do :) :)

i really love his drawings, u all know?

i once thought love is a complicated thing but he made me felt so simple in everything..
as if i had never been hurt before.
as if i first got into love with someone in my life.
as if he's my first bf.
i love him, more than anyone does in this world.

and yea, my camera is spoiled on last friday.
same reason, lens.
and hey girl i never blame u on dropping it okay i just wanna shout out here how moodless i felt as i think i really had no fate with any electronic gadgets in my life.
can someone buy me a paper camera or handphone that can work?
anything with no any technology invloved, pls?

last picture taken :(

and i drew this for him that day..

he wanna kiss me so much, i know i know.
LOL :)

Sunday, November 15, 2009


internet connection and phone connection is very very very F UP here.
i miss my baby so so much whenever both of them are down.
i wanna bring them up so much!
ROAR but i cant :(
sim and mei waited for me and min on friday night but we were out til very late as i went to meet my aunt at the baiyoke sky hotel.
it was really pretty, looking at the bangkok city.
i really wish all my love ones were there with me :)

u cute, u cute, u very cute.
i love, i love, i very love u.

4 words from him

4 words from me..

yes baby me too :)