energy bars

his email always brings me energy when im working :)



Put your worries in my hands.
Lay your head down,
And believe that I will do anything to stop your tears.
You're ready to give up, you've stopped,
I want to be able to give you the strength to keep going.
Link arms with me, Let's move on,
As one living, breathing, loving, being.
Know that you can put faith in me.
I will be your only rock, I will be your special dwelling,
I am here with you, for you always.

i love u<3=)


and..
i hope that i can bring energy to him too while he is working his part-time today so i just sent him this picture.
even though he can't see it now, but he'll see this when he gets home after a tiring day.
he'll loves it, I KNOW ;)



ystd night during our phone chat..
he said: "U know, actually after i bought the 500mins card, i have a plan for u.."
when im still not very sure of what it was..
and so it goes, i heard beautiful tunes, piano tunes.
he played them for me on the phone, and i was speechless.
these songs touched me, like totally.
thank you, i really appreciate and love it.
XOXO!



i go crazy for u

our naughty hair

ystd during webcam, he told me that his hair is being naughty :)
at that very moment, i just wanna fly to his house immediately to mess up his hair more, play with his hair, kiss his forehead and tell him "i really adore u".
i just cant get enough of his everything, and i do mean everything :)

the V fringe is so gonna be in the next hairstyle fashion LOL


ANYWAY..
what makes me so happy as if im going to explode is the bangla card he told me he just bought.
$10 for 500mins on the overseas calls.
the thai card im having now is not good to me because it costs $4 just for a 5mins talk.
what a big contrast on the charges.
now i know how unfriendly is the thai calling overseas charges, so bad.

so this is the bangla card he drew and made me laugh so hard haha.
see, even the bangla he drew looks so cute!
omg i really cannot take this anymore, can i pinch u now? :D



so..
we had a 1 hour talk ystd night after webcam and it was like, heaven :)
its the first time we talked on phone for this long and it was special cause we're talking to each other overseas, time limit make every words count even more.
im glad that we went through obstacles together, cause it made us really cherish everything now.

and it seems like my girls've been contacting with him recently haha.
my lovely meiyi who sent him an encouragment msg about us.
"mei really thanks alot i really appreciate this thought like so much that u never know."
my darling sim who praised us for being sweet and told us that we'll make it through.
"i want to pinch ur mambo butt whenever u say these lovely words."
i miss u girls!

okay, gonna meet him in webcam soon!



im happy i met u in my life :)

oh baby

webcaming session with u is always so so so happy, u know? :)

ure the cutest, and even the things u draw are so cute.


the things u sent always bring out a priceless smile from me :)

When I see u eating grapes
When I see u show thumbs up
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To see u make funny faces
Or see u box with two both hands
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when u kissed me on the webcam
and I saw the priceless kiss
Baby I love u
I love u really much

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more we kiss the more we hug
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter how

So when u start to draw for me
Cause u are the special one
That's when I love u
I love u
A lot of more each time
And when u show me your new dress
Or when u show ur sweetest smile
that's when I love u I love u
More than u know
And when u treat me as that bolster
hugging and kissing with a smile
Baby I love u, I love u really much

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more we kiss the more we hug
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more we kiss, the more we hug, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what


To see many beautiful stars its possible, but to see the special one out there its almost impossible, but I’ve managed to find the special star and that’s you jacqueleen<3


im so proud of my boy, Kale Tay Ee Siang.
BIG LOVES!

Pattaya Trip (17Oct-19Oct)

hello people late updates late updates..

too many pictures at one go and uploading many pictures like how i always do last time is harder during the stay in bangkok cause of work, going out, and many other things to do.
i have to really squeeze out time to edit pictures' contrast and size.
dont tell me not to, cause im a perfectionist and perfectionist always do what she thinks is best to do LOL.
uploading pictures in both blogger and facebook can be really tiring!
therefore, i decided to upload in blog if i have the time.
otherwise, it'll be all in my facebook albums.

okay!
we had a 3D2N stay over there.
yes, it was really fun!

Pattaya Trip photos are in my facebook album now :)

stronger :) :)

this morning, bad bad news arrived.
internet is banned from 12am to 8am during working days, and sunday too cause i had to work on monday.
which means, i cant webcam with my boy at late night already.
and which means, i can only webcam him frm 11pm to 12am, thai time.
so, we only have 1 precious hour during weekdays.
and, facebook is banned during working hours from 9am-6pm too.

ROAR.
i was angry, and scolded my supervisor a dog on skype with my friends after he announced the news and left the room.
moments later, he wrote in skype to us and said that he knew what we had talked about him.
he had a teamviewer on his computer thats why he can access to every computer and check what we are doing at all times.
i dont care, as whats said cannot be undone too.

but just now he came into the room, and told everyone to try to cheer me up.
he said that its understandable for us to be angry of what he did but he is okay with it cause he know that being a supervisor is never easy.
u had to be bad at times for the sake of work.
he still smiled to me, trying to make jokes with them to make me laugh.
i felt really guilty at that moment, and im sorry.


and..
here's what kale said to me after i told him about the bad news.

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
u know

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
right now

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
we are facing obstacles to even talk in msn overseas

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
but im gonna stay strong

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
for u

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
im gonna find ways to communicate to u more

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
we have to stay strong during this period



heart u, like sooooooooooooooooooooo much.

flu flu go away

ystd night during webcam, my poor boy caught a flu from his friend and wanton tissues are piling up on his table...

i really hope that i can take care of u but apparently i cant cause im here.
i'll be the greatest nurse in the world if im by ur side now, serious :)
recover soon okay :)

u look so cute even when ure sick :)


i always cant get enough of his face even we had webcam for like hours.
but im always the one to rush him to go sleep first cause im afraid he'll be too tired for his school the next day.
and..our faces are always like that whenever we said bye..reluctant.



3 more hours to see u again! :)



and oh ya mummy, im too lazy to upload the photos I had taken during the trips in Bangkok in this blog cause i'd uploaded them in my facebook already.
got alot ah, lazy hehe.
u can tell didi to open my facebook albums and see my pictures there if u want okay :)

sweetest drug

do u know why i heart u so much?
simple, cause u do silly things for me when i told u how guys mistreated me last time, its just like that :)


oh baby ure the sweetest drug on earth :)

SS

22102009
this is a soulmates day :) :)


A Song Dedicated To You=)

Hey there jacqueleen
What's it like in Bangkok City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
The sun can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there jacqueleen
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there jacqueleen
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this piano
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there jacqueleen
I've got so much left to say
If every simple art I drew to you
Would take your breath away
I'd draw it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
jacqueleen I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there jacqueleen
You be good and don't you miss me
Three more months and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there jacqueleen here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me=)


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Bangkok Day 12 (16oct)

its just a fri night where we 5 went to din din ourselves at a random japanese restaurant near Platinum Mall :) :) :) :) :)



japanese dolls


bamboo bamboo


5 of us

curry rice

ramen and rice

the "FU" that sk, jq, pr, and me wore in our hands given by wandee(our manager and she is very sweet)

video of us imitating japanese food show LOL!


2 gays


laughing!

3 gays

went out of the restaurant and we head home sweet home :)

and..
we miss our girls!

WOOHOO HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO U SIM KAILING!

UR LIFE WILL BE BETTER NICER SWEETER AND MOST OF ALL MORE LOVES FROM US!

hope u like the gift and card, love u.

Bangkok Day 10

we went to Indochine to have dinner after work on wed.
the place was so pretty!
very high-classed.
but the food wasnt so.
its a vietnamese restaurant where a lot of veggies are served and they really like veggies i think.
apart from all the raw veggies, we had an awesome time there :)

us, while waiting for our seats inside..


pinky

its the very yummy mango sticky rice!

here comes all the veggies.....

cheers everyone!

and yea!
we're going to pattaya tml until monday :)

gonna have a 2 hours ride on a mini van to there!

its a short breakaway for us, so lets all be prepared for the sunshine and wear ur shades woohoo!!!

soulmates are soulmates, just like strawberries are strawberries, its always nice.

:)

supernatural

so far bangkok was really great..

working eating shopping exploring and tasting every single fresh taste of life here.
when we make breakfast together, when we do laundry together, when we crapped together in the same room almost everyday.

1 week had passed, and it seems quick.
i just felt like i've been in bangkok for like few days only.
everything is new to me, and i really like new.
however, i really do miss my girls.
i really wish that i can be at their very side when they're feeling low or tired in life, giving them a big bear hug, and shower some love for them.
but i can't, i only can do these virtually.
still, i do hope u all will feel my existance, i'll be there for u all if u need me :)

BTW!
something creepy happened during yesterday midnight around 3am plus.

due to the poor internet connection in my room, i went to sit on the stairs as im webcam-ing my friend on msn using peiren's lappy.
mindy and peiren was falling asleep so i said good night to them and went back to the staircase to continue my chat.

the dog at the kitchen barked, i ignored.
and suddenly i felt like someone's at the living room.
but apparently, no one is there.
"its just an illusion..", i told myself.

few moments later..

my friend said: "behind u got people right?"
me: "huh no ah they slp already leh only im alone..dont play leh i will scared one."
him: "im serious, i saw hands waving. i thought its ur friends?"
me: "O M G."

i was terrified, and i went to sleep straight after he said he saw those waving hands.
the distance back to room was short, but im trembling, and cold.
dog's barking became louder and louder, the sound that seems like when a dog saw something, something supernatural.
it was a soft bark, leading my mind to wander far.
im usually very brave at such things, as i know that if i don't disturb them, they won't disturb me.
however, i couldnt take it anymore and went to join mindy in her bed.
had a hard time falling asleep, so in the end i only slept for 3 hours before i wake up for work.

okay enough talk, i think i just need to be calm.
and most importantly, dont use webcam when im alone.
if not, u'll see something.



its okay, all of knew before we came, that thailand wasnt clean.

Bangkok Day 6

in the morning..
well i can take photos anywhere anytime, even when im doing laundry at the backyard woohoo :)

we love our new floral dress with zipper so so much!!!

having lunch at a roadside stall

this uncle is very friendly, like super friendly!

we love him :)

the chicken mee with soup, ultra delicious.

the "chendol" guy stall

green one

pink one

i love pink, so anything that is pink is nice :)

when we got back home for work, the ice cream car came!

it'll play this very cute music wherever it goes..its such a nice and happy song :)

cute car right?

after work..

we went to carrefour shopping centre to buy groceries, yes AGAIN.

we're like doing groceries shopping twice or thrice a week LOL too many things we need!

in the cab, squeezing again.

road performers

chicken performing at the foodcourt

hello carrefour :)

wow they have the halloween mood there already!

shikang looking at towels

peiren pushing our cart of bolsters

after shopping, we went to soi 20 for thai massage!

100baht half an hour = $4 half an hour

comfy comfy

went to khaosan road again, again...

haha but this time round, its for check out clubbing areas!
and dont say im clubber already okay, even if i really am one ;)

LOL.

the pizza stall

in the club..

tequila!

its thank you, not taank you.

HAHAHA!