Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
playmates
oh baby, i need u here to play with me.
phone talk last night was incredible
we're actually lovers oh how unbelievable
hearing ur gentle voice always make me go crazy
and i really wanna swim across the sea for u
obstacles are never easy
two people two mind two thinking
compromise is the only simple key
i know no one's perfect but im gonna love u perfectly
mama says she welcomes u to our family
papa says he will cook ur favourite curry for our dinner
didi will ask u alot of questions regarding about us
i will look at ur shy face and smile to u saying "hey boy, i love u."
such happiness is really beyond the description of words :)
i started missing u as soon as we said goodbye..
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
hello pasta
i made pasta for our dinner yesterday night at home :) :) :) :)
4 cans for 4 people
sliced chicken sausages in the spaghetti sauce
stir fry them and make it hot
tadada~
our big portion spaghetti
the 4 of us
4 cans for 4 people
sliced chicken sausages in the spaghetti sauce
stir fry them and make it hot
our pasta
boiling pasta
boiling pasta
tadada~
our big portion spaghetti
the 4 of us
i wanna be a supergirl!
words fever
obstacles will only make us stronger.
all i want, is just to have a safe feeling, that we can separate the two L word tactfully.
if we hold on together, we will fix everything with a smile.
big hug to my kale :)
he looks like a party guy and the kind that listens to r&b
but
he dont go clubbing and he listens to classicals and oldies
he looked like he wants alot of things in life
but
i know simple is all he need
he might be busy with the things he need to do
but
he always set aside time for piano learning and he will play whichever new song that he had just learned on the phone to me
he's a guy who can be rough in words
but
he speaks as gentle as he can to me
he says he thinks he's childish cause he gets jealous easily
but
i think thats because he loves me
in any point of the time, i always know its fortunate enough to love and to be loved.
thus the past does not have to mean anything, for we're going to start ourself a new future.
we forget, we move on, we live, and we cherish every little single things we got so far.
this love.
AND OHHHHHHHHHH!!!
girls, my girls, oh my girls!
life seems like a dog without u all here :(
stucked at home during weekends, even weekdays too, and wasting time here day by day.
i cant believe ive been staying at home for like so many days already.
i know if i ask the guys out they will sure company me, but still i know they dont really like it so i didnt ask them out.
the fun level is low if ure going out with the ones who doesnt enjoy going out, dont even have to mention those who werent very close to u.
i will like to go out and breathe some new fresh air, but apparently i only can do that outside my front yard.
i will really like to go out alone, explore alone, i dont mind at all.
but i cant, as they say its dangerous.
i know there will be this one day where i couldnt stand anymore, and i bet i'll just sneak out myself, for shopping or whatsoever.
i will reach the limit of mine someday.
i need freedom, alot of outside air, outside!
i miss dancing, dance til all of us drop like what we did together back in singapore.
i really miss u girls :(
my family, i need the hugs from u all too.
i miss papa's cooking.
i miss mama's funny faces.
i miss didi's irritating behaviours.
sometimes i really felt like a piece of shit cause all i do is just whine whine whine saying i wanna go back terribly when im the one who decided to come bangkok for attachment myself.
ah...i felt so much happier complaining to this little corner of mine.
i complain like a kid!
HAHAHAHAHA but i felt happier cause i let everything out.
either way, i dont think there's any definition to be happy or teaching someone how to be happy when the only key to be happiness only depends on the person's choice :)
Christina Aguilera, I turn to you.
(this is for those out there who gave me unconditional love and strength to be strong when i felt im alone)
When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got
For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you
For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
all i want, is just to have a safe feeling, that we can separate the two L word tactfully.
if we hold on together, we will fix everything with a smile.
big hug to my kale :)
he looks like a party guy and the kind that listens to r&b
but
he dont go clubbing and he listens to classicals and oldies
he looked like he wants alot of things in life
but
i know simple is all he need
he might be busy with the things he need to do
but
he always set aside time for piano learning and he will play whichever new song that he had just learned on the phone to me
he's a guy who can be rough in words
but
he speaks as gentle as he can to me
he says he thinks he's childish cause he gets jealous easily
but
i think thats because he loves me
in any point of the time, i always know its fortunate enough to love and to be loved.
thus the past does not have to mean anything, for we're going to start ourself a new future.
we forget, we move on, we live, and we cherish every little single things we got so far.
this love.
AND OHHHHHHHHHH!!!
girls, my girls, oh my girls!
life seems like a dog without u all here :(
stucked at home during weekends, even weekdays too, and wasting time here day by day.
i cant believe ive been staying at home for like so many days already.
i know if i ask the guys out they will sure company me, but still i know they dont really like it so i didnt ask them out.
the fun level is low if ure going out with the ones who doesnt enjoy going out, dont even have to mention those who werent very close to u.
i will like to go out and breathe some new fresh air, but apparently i only can do that outside my front yard.
i will really like to go out alone, explore alone, i dont mind at all.
but i cant, as they say its dangerous.
i know there will be this one day where i couldnt stand anymore, and i bet i'll just sneak out myself, for shopping or whatsoever.
i will reach the limit of mine someday.
i need freedom, alot of outside air, outside!
i miss dancing, dance til all of us drop like what we did together back in singapore.
i really miss u girls :(
my family, i need the hugs from u all too.
i miss papa's cooking.
i miss mama's funny faces.
i miss didi's irritating behaviours.
sometimes i really felt like a piece of shit cause all i do is just whine whine whine saying i wanna go back terribly when im the one who decided to come bangkok for attachment myself.
ah...i felt so much happier complaining to this little corner of mine.
i complain like a kid!
HAHAHAHAHA but i felt happier cause i let everything out.
either way, i dont think there's any definition to be happy or teaching someone how to be happy when the only key to be happiness only depends on the person's choice :)
Christina Aguilera, I turn to you.
(this is for those out there who gave me unconditional love and strength to be strong when i felt im alone)
When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got
For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night
For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah
For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you
For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you
Thursday, December 3, 2009
another harvest
after continuous work from last week, including weekends, including working til midnight.
we finally went out to take a break after work yesterday!
being a interface designer is so tiring where u have to edit images again and again to make sure everything looks right.
but its still kinda fun as we're handling with facebook application with our new project.
COOLURL~
this is bangkok Centerpoint, pretty right?
sexy white lace dress $13
grey with gold shoe $4.30
we finally went out to take a break after work yesterday!
being a interface designer is so tiring where u have to edit images again and again to make sure everything looks right.
but its still kinda fun as we're handling with facebook application with our new project.
COOLURL~
this is bangkok Centerpoint, pretty right?
oh i bought things again.
ahhhhh.....cant help it, they're really CHEAP!
but well, if i spend more money on clothes, i will have to spend lesser money on the food.
or else, i will have not enough money for everything.
it is very important to learn how to manage ur own finance well when ure living abroad u know? :)
graphic face dress $4.50
sexy white lace dress $13
however its such a waste, that this dress is too transparent already.
i didnt know as it looked just fine when i was buying it.
plus, its too short when i tried on it when i got back home.
boyfriend says: "dont let other people see okay.."
before he continues his next line, i knew exactly whats he's gonna say.
hahaha HE IS SO CUTE!
before he continues his next line, i knew exactly whats he's gonna say.
hahaha HE IS SO CUTE!
love love love him :)))
i have to hunt for an inner tight dress to match with this dress if i want to wear it out.
$13 is not cheap as compared to the other clothes i bought.
i wont waste this beautiful classy dress! hee :)
a closer view on these beautiful floral laces
$13 is not cheap as compared to the other clothes i bought.
i wont waste this beautiful classy dress! hee :)
a closer view on these beautiful floral laces
dark blue poka-dots skirt $6.50
grey with gold shoe $4.30
i finally know what is important to me, and what's not.
woohoo i love those who let me be me :)
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
wake me up when december ends
december is a leave-leave-month
1st week - no events
2nd week - im going to phuket (from thurs to mon)
3rd week - he's going to vietnam (from wed to sun)
4th week - he's going to malaysia (from fri to sun)
who will understand, how terrible it felt to have ur lover apart from u...
where u cant meet him whenever u want to
where u cant see him whenever u feel like to
where u cant hold their hands so tight whenever u can
where u cant laugh together when he said jokes to u
when ure all alone in the house and u feel scared but u cant find him to lean on to
thus these all made the tiny bit of contact time so precious with him not to even say days.
our time are seriously limited this month.
ironically, no one will.
except, they're in my shoes.
it is so hell too, on how terrible it felt to have ur best gfs apart from u...
where u cant meet them whenever u want to
where u cant see them whenever u feel like to
where u cant talk to them whenever u can
where u cant laugh together when they doing funny acts infront of u
when u feel lonely and u cant find them to accompany u
thus these all made me realised how important they really are in my life to me, i cant live without them.
ROAR.
to mum:
mummy, u gave me $900.
the $500 is for the 1 month allowance(january).
and the $400 meant to be for the camera.
i only spent $240 for it, so i still have some leftovers.
im going phuket next week, and i think i will have to use that $160 for the trip.
as for the camera my friend will pay me back $200 when we return to singapore.
i will then give u the $200 back.
so if next time ure transferring money to me, it would be for my february allowance which is only 2 weeks, and i think $200 is enough already.
i will then inform u again about the transfer when i need it love u :)
im bfsick, gfssick, homesick.
a little bit of champagne , a little bit of coke, so which one?
mixed.
1st week - no events
2nd week - im going to phuket (from thurs to mon)
3rd week - he's going to vietnam (from wed to sun)
4th week - he's going to malaysia (from fri to sun)
who will understand, how terrible it felt to have ur lover apart from u...
where u cant meet him whenever u want to
where u cant see him whenever u feel like to
where u cant hold their hands so tight whenever u can
where u cant laugh together when he said jokes to u
when ure all alone in the house and u feel scared but u cant find him to lean on to
thus these all made the tiny bit of contact time so precious with him not to even say days.
our time are seriously limited this month.
ironically, no one will.
except, they're in my shoes.
it is so hell too, on how terrible it felt to have ur best gfs apart from u...
where u cant meet them whenever u want to
where u cant see them whenever u feel like to
where u cant talk to them whenever u can
where u cant laugh together when they doing funny acts infront of u
when u feel lonely and u cant find them to accompany u
thus these all made me realised how important they really are in my life to me, i cant live without them.
ROAR.
to mum:
mummy, u gave me $900.
the $500 is for the 1 month allowance(january).
and the $400 meant to be for the camera.
i only spent $240 for it, so i still have some leftovers.
im going phuket next week, and i think i will have to use that $160 for the trip.
as for the camera my friend will pay me back $200 when we return to singapore.
i will then give u the $200 back.
so if next time ure transferring money to me, it would be for my february allowance which is only 2 weeks, and i think $200 is enough already.
i will then inform u again about the transfer when i need it love u :)
im bfsick, gfssick, homesick.
a little bit of champagne , a little bit of coke, so which one?
mixed.
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