MISS TUNG

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2010-08-05T19:54:00.008+08:00

i always put up a brave front, but actually i had been thinking about it over and over again almost everyday.
i could even cry suddenly when im outside with him sometimes.
and that is so bloody lame.
i might seem over-reacting, petty, rude, and unreasonable.
im down cause i cared about them too much, but they doesnt know.
im down cause i had been to sch for 3 months already, but they doesnt know when is the exact date.
im down cause we seemed uninvited most of the times, and i feel as if im begging them to ask us out.
im down cause she doesnt like my bf, only.
im down cause i cant always make two sides happy, end up i have to swallow unhappiness in silence.
im down cause i had to accept such facts, knowing i cant change anything.
im down cause i experienced reality.
"u and us, u and bf, are two different things, the most important is that he loves u, not whether we like him a not."
i went home and ponder about that statement for very long of time and even though i know it make sense, but i still dont feel quite comfortable about it.
however im not going to be so pessimistic or else someone would gonna say me keep thinking things in a negative way.
so im just gonna be positive now, and should agree to that statement.
im learning to adopt a totally new perspective now, and need some time too.
i feel different, i dont know its a good or bad way.
but im still me, and that will never change.

king of anything

2010-07-30T00:49:00.011+08:00

been rusty here..
my blog, and me.

the fishes dont live with the bears
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life's been good, i think ive been an adult pretty well in this world.
do the things i should do (not all cause im lazy), say the things i should say, and see the things i should see too.
i procrastinate pretty well too, and thats why im always late.
seriously wardrobe malfunction is the killer of my time, it never fails me a single time.

feeling uncomfortable?
no no winners dont whine, only losers do.
always find a new route when ure stuck, cause the worst solution is when u dont move at all.
nobody will pity u, and u dont even have to pity on urself.
why?
cause ure super great, and nobody can bring u down.
unless u allow them to.
so dont cry infront of people who made u cry, smile infront of them even u feel like crying.
that is not pretend, that is what i called the way of living.

time made me realise things..
"its impossible to make everyone happy so just flee flee flee!"

i feel safe with my baby

he always pamper me with his love and money, and he definately deserve to be my one and only.
there's so many times i feel like i dont treat him well enough but im gonna do better.
honestly, i never thought i could find a man like him again in my life.
he might be imperfect, but he do love me and treat me like his queen.
im a terrible gf at times, but i do love him.

"kissing never felt any better when im with u.."

sweetest thing

2010-06-15T13:47:00.002+08:00

i felt so blessed with this man's tenderness towards me from time to time..

surprising me with roses all these while
and never fail to make me smile
he picked me up whenever i was down
and kiss me with his very big mouth

LOL!

a new phase of life

2010-04-22T03:18:00.004+08:00

i can't believe im writing my blog again after all these while especially at this very late hour where i have to wake up in another 4 hours time so that i can bathe and can ready to get my ass off the house and reach baby's place at 10 am!

P.S: i sincerely hope that i can be a punctual person in my next life

so so..we'll be going to malaysia johor bahru for our 6th month anniversary.
its our first time going out of singapore and i think he's much more excited than me cause he's AFRAID TO GET LOST...
HA. HA. HA. HA. HA.
how cute was that :)

a lot of things happened during the last 6 months, all we can do for staying strong is to look at love with our naked eyes and make full use of them; to treasure it no matter what.

PSYCHOLOGY DEGREE
im going for that at Kaplan.
starting from this april, ending on nxt august.
my career will start from there.
i wish myself all the best lol.

work life started for the girls, and it proved how harsh the reality is.
u want money?
more money?
then work more.
how good if we can all go back to our carefree life doing nothing but chit-chatting our lifes away.

i couldnt deny, how ugly i can be sometimes.
it just simply irritates me so much.
the feeling is, "yucks, get the hell off my sight!"

AHHHHHH I NEED TO SLEEP NOW.

life is a roller coaster

2010-01-29T00:17:00.011+08:00

time really flies

its been 1 month since im back in singapore, and its been 1 month since i updated my blog!

my days had been very busy, up til now i dont remember there's a day i've been resting at home.
however, i enjoy being busy rather then doing nothing at home.
but that also means, i neglected my work.
im just too lazy to do anything regarding about work after im back from bangkok.
hopefully there's still other things for me to do before i graduate so that i can buck up!

going out with baby is my sweetest pleasure, meeting up with the girls is like total fun, spending time with my family is another wonderful moment.

there're days where i felt like shit, when im having problems with both my baby and my girl.
there're days where i felt so adored, when baby shouted I LOVE U loudly in the middle of the crowd.
there're days where i felt happily spoiled, when baby keep buying me flowers and lollipops.
there're days where i felt magical, when baby looked into my eyes with a smile on his face.
there is a day i felt like there's a rainbow after the storm, when my girl is smiling again.

nothing is going to work smoothly forever, people just have to keep moving on towards a brighter future.
when u fell down, dont ask anyone to pull u up, u have to climb up urself.
u'll be braver, stronger, and happier.

ALWAYS REMEMBER THESE TIMES :) :)

our first date at my house

our very first bus ride going to town together

went to his school and fetch him for the first time

our first neoprint

the first lunchbox i made for him

kissing in his school library

the first time he cooked for me onion eggs

eating ice-kachang with his girlfriend had been his dream since young and i think he had fufilled it

our first bear-hug

i had always wanted to take this picture with my boyfriend and i did it

the first time we went arcade to play

the first outing with my family to zoo

the couple rings he bought for us

our happy 3 months

we just took this yesterday at orchard central after he pon school

I LOVE U KALE TAY EE SIANG :)

i haven been taking photos with the girls!

i got a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night.

we're going out later on our usual friday girls' night and we're making an advance birthday celebration for our ho mei mei.

will be taking truckloads of photos to make up for the past 1 month.

gonna bathe now!

I AM COMING BACK!

2009-12-29T10:50:00.008+08:00

click on the picture to view the details

due to the law..
we can't stay in bangkok for more than 3 months. if so, we had to travel to another country to get our visas stamped. But, the school dont allow us to travel to another country! example cambodia, a very dangerous place. the school thought that the company can extend our visas here in bangkok but due to some internal reason it cant be done.

THEREFORE................

we are informed to come back to singapore now to continue our IP in singapore instead!

we will be departing from bangkok on thurs 9.20pm, and arriving singapore on fri 12.45am.

BE PREPARED TO WELCOME ME BACK WOOHOO!!!

merry christmas

2009-12-28T17:52:00.006+08:00

taxi oh taxi bring us to Platinum on our christmas eve can?

ah we need shopping bags to bring our clothes back back back to singapore!

mang guo nian nian fan(direct translation from me lol) is my all time favourite

me and mindy outside the shopping paradise!

BRANDON WAS HERE!

we met up for like 5 mins and off we go to do our own shopping already LOL.

though its a short period of time, but we're very happy we see each other at bkk!

when we got home..

we recieved christmas gifts from our supervisor!

it was sweet of him

its cute though it looks clumsy and stupid

RANDOM PICTURES

the castle condominium beside our house

Kanchanapisek Bridge: the longest cable stayed bridge in Thailand

a beautiful sunset during our dinner at Chao Phraya River

In these dreams I've loved you so, that by now I think I know what it's like to be loved by you. I will love being loved by you. - The King and I

2 vietnam dolls

2009-12-24T12:10:00.003+08:00

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him: "i really dont know what to buy there..vietnam old old one nothing much."

me: "nvm la :)"

him: "na, vietnam dolls, me and u."

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return - Moulin Rouge

Thailand Hua Hin Trip

2009-12-21T20:55:00.027+08:00

we went to Hua Hin for a short getaway from last fri night to saturday night!
it took 3 hours of travel time by the coach bus from Bangkok Southern Bus Terminal to travel to there.
each ticket only costed 160baht($7) and buses depart regularly at a 40 mins time interval from 4am to 10pm.
it is very convenient to go there whenever u want from Bangkok and the bus ride was pretty comfortable even though they drive very fast.

when we reached the place, we have to walk around to find ourselves a hotel as it was late midnight and most hotels/inns are already closed.
we happened to saw this small, shadowy alley which actually leads us directly to the beach.
we walked through it and the min we stepped on the sand, a time for admiration is all we need.

standing on the beach, it seems like the sea was singing a song from the sounds of the gentle waves. the sky is full of luminous stars, and the beauty of the image at that moment was simply beyond words.

after 1 hour plus of searching for a place to stay overnight for, we finally got ourselves a guest house which is near to the beach.
it costed 600baht($26) for 2 people for a room per night.
to sum up all, Hua Hin is really a relaxing, much more slow-paced place as compared to Bangkok where buzzling is all u can feel.

if u have a chance, u must go there!

A visit to Pala U Waterfall
it is a 15-level waterfall along a creek stretching out to the Burmese border. we travelled for 1 hour journey by cab to there and paid an entrance fee of 200baht as we're tourists. as for the Thai, they only have to pay 100baht for it.

and guess how many levels had we climbed in 1 hour?

only 5 levels.
sightseeing, playing in the ice-cold water, and the guys doing waterfall jumping taken us quite awhile there.
time do not allow us to climb more as we have to go down the hill to meet our taxi driver within a few hours of time.
it was amazing how we managed to climb those slippery rocks and dangerous hill routes with only our slippers on.
however some rock paths are really too risky if we dont walk with our bare-foots and so we took them off and climb like modern cavemen and cavewomen.
we really had a lot of fun there!

a day to start..
brought my tube dress, my bikini, my flower, my shades, my slippers.
thinking of sun-tanning, swimming, taking truck loads of photos on the beach.
HOWEVER, plan changed suddenly to go to the waterfall instead of the beach on the saturday, that very morning.
SOBS.
anyway, it was a good trip too.
it was really a once in a lifetime experience!

50 pictures below!

black and white never fails to make a classic one

hello flower girl

u wanna put a flower in my hair?

beautiful rose

our guest house

our supervisor sonha

the 3 guys

us on the big cab

pink is love

a sunny yet cooling day

stupid face 1

lame face 2

close eyes face 3

tired face 4

anything face 5

long road journey

our ticket to the waterfall

WE REACHED!

the map which is with thai words we dont understand anything at all

this 2 idiots love to take shots like this

on the rock

on the bridge

they're feeding the fishes

the waterfall at level 5

the guys on their way to climb up the rocks to jump down from the waterfall

shi kang climbing

they jumped down with sonha

spot me

the mini waterfall

leaving the place

sonha pushing me

the fishes

DONE! :) :) :) :) :) :)

how she and him met (29 Aug 2009)

2009-12-18T16:53:00.012+08:00

a good laugh for u!

and these two are in love now :) :)

华语酷

2009-12-18T13:09:00.004+08:00

我不知道google有这样的语言翻译
我越玩越有趣
所以我决定写在我的博客
我想说我非常想念我的男朋友
因为现在他在越南
所以我们不能谈电话或在网络摄像机看到对方的脸孔
多两天他就会回来跟我联系
我真的等不急啊
我不想打华文字了
这实在太可笑了哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

pop art

2009-12-17T17:17:00.011+08:00

MY WALLPAPER

a picture of u and me :) :)

COME BACK TO ME FAST FAST CAN
its the 2nd day he's at vietnam and i wonder what is he doing now?
i really miss him terribly :(
im going to Hua Hin(Thailand's Royal Beach Resort) from this friday to sunday, a short getaway for us after we completed a major project earlier on :)
we need to take a 3 hours ride to there, by bus.
hopefully the road journey wont be too bumpy huh!
i wonder whats my girls been up to recently too, are they happy are they fine are they tired of their jobs do they miss me?
i miss u girls hell lots and i cant wait to go back to go shopping with u all again! :)
oh baby and he's my precious baby, i cant wait to hear his voice on phone or see his face in webcam again!

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It doesn't matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect, as long as they are perfect for each other - Good Will Hunting

a picture tells a thousand words

2009-12-16T13:42:00.025+08:00

the past few days hasnt been any easy, but i have the strength to love because the special person im loving is him. no matter how hard the obstacles are, how helpless i felt about everything, or how tired i could feel sometimes, he always manage to pull me up right back onto the track eventually. no one's perfect, but he hopes he'll learn, and grow, to be the man i want. im not perfect either, and i hope i'll learn more too. this journey started, because love happens. as tough as it might be, we'll still hold on together hands in hands. afterall, we just need a reality hug and everythings gonna be alright. 12 feb 2010, u faster come.

my 2 lovely girls have been calling me recently. i cant express how touched or happy i felt to be able to hear their voices finally. apparently they asked baby to help them buy the cheap card for calling overseas and he never told me as he said they wanna give me a suprise call. i was really surprised and happy, all thanks to these 3 musketeers, the soldiers of my life who saved me from my low low days :) :) :)
LOVE U ALL!

im into graphics design recently.
i think its good to express what i felt just by a few lines of words and a simple graphic.

superwoman

portray

----------IM GONNA MISS HIM SO MUCH----------

from him..

:
truthfully speaking, i really dun wanna go vietnam cause im gonnna miss talking with you, webcamming with you like the craziest man alive, the most desperate man alive that needs his special one's love and care. i really really love u and if i can say i love u 100times, all of it are real and they are from the bottom of my heart, right now im writing this mail with a teary mood, u know i have never been so teary in my life before and im really so gonna cry when i see u thats how i feel all the obstacles, all the troubles, everything, will be gone with a hug, a big hug and during that day thats so gonna be the happiest day of my life, no doubt really. to meet a special one is really rare whereby some couples are just couples but not special, whereas, we are special, i really wanna do special things with u i wanna as what u suggested put ur makeup even though others people might hear it as nonsensical or so, i wanna welcome all your suggestion that u proposed to me, i just wanna give u my all, i wanna learn martial art to protect u from bad people. i wanna marry you, i wanna make babies with u, i wanna grow old with u, i wanna crap with u till we are old, i wanna treat u like a princess, dear all i wanna say is i love u, i love u, i love u, i love u, u know, and i know u know =) dear i wanna be the shoulder that u cry on, u can blow ur nose wipe ur mucus there, i wont mind even my shirt is expensive or so, and i wanna wipe ur tears with my thumb, stand by you as and when i can to share ur burden give u a special hug when u need them. and u know, next time in my house, u can break my fans, my plates and all, and i wont blame u, i promise, with all my heart, really promise u i love u and i will clear the best, u dont have to do anything, when u come back, i will cook for u and we will cook together, when i go to ur house, i will help ur mum in her housework, help ur father in preparing his dinner, play games with your brother, getting involved in the most simple activites that increase our bonding and at the same time let ur family know that im the one for you. dear wait for me to be back=) after 5 days, i will will be a better person in life a much for mature person, just for u
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never copy paste
i love u wait for me
BE A GOOD GIRL
run slowly dont overexert
sleep early
eat well
eat healthy
eat when ure hungry
think of me(must do if not beat ur backside)=)))))
imagine how i eat noodles( if u cant find anything to laugh)
try to tahan for 1 more month plus=)
dont be so stress up at work
enjoy ur trip to huayin and just get lots and lots of rest
(below 3 lines are censored by me =x LOL)

I LOVE U JACQUELEEN<33

a day out

2009-12-13T22:20:00.008+08:00

stubborn, i went out.
finally, i smell freedom.
the air outside is definately better than the air inside a box.
an exciting experience i must say, doing things at ur own pace, go anywhere u want, stop anytime u want.
a foreign country, the feeling of travelling alone, do u want to feel it?
it was incredible :)

i swear, RETAIL THERAPY always works for girls.
especially girls like me :)

The Platinum, a shopping paradise that dragged me up from hell.

ROAR
internet access is always having problems in our house..
and it cant be fixed no matter what we do to it.
ONLY our mighty supervisor has the power to fix it everytime!
even though we used the same way and try to fix it, it always cant be done unless he helped.

LOL what a cute note on his desktop(he said love all of u!)
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A dream is a wish your heart makes - Cinderella

words of my day

2009-12-11T13:34:00.015+08:00

SKYPE TALK

[12:33:02 PM] kale: i wasnt born in this world to earn money

[12:33:05 PM] Jacqueleen Tung: huh?

[12:33:21 PM] kale: i was born in this world to take care of u and make u happy unconditonally=)

[12:33:25 PM] kale: i love u

[12:33:41 PM] Jacqueleen Tung: im so gonna post this at my blog

and i wont forget what i said to sim today:)

[12:53:26 PM] Jacqueleen Tung:
i might not be a 100% caring friend, 100% know what ure thinking all the time so that i can concern u at the very moment so u wont feel lost, 100% be there whenever u need me, or 100% good gf. BUT, i will be 100% hardworking to be the best friend u always wanted.

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"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more." - Notebook

things i want to do :)

2009-12-10T17:49:00.005+08:00

playmates

2009-12-09T17:42:00.013+08:00

oh baby, i need u here to play with me.

phone talk last night was incredible
we're actually lovers oh how unbelievable
hearing ur gentle voice always make me go crazy
and i really wanna swim across the sea for u

obstacles are never easy
two people two mind two thinking
compromise is the only simple key
i know no one's perfect but im gonna love u perfectly

mama says she welcomes u to our family
papa says he will cook ur favourite curry for our dinner
didi will ask u alot of questions regarding about us
i will look at ur shy face and smile to u saying "hey boy, i love u."

such happiness is really beyond the description of words :)

i started missing u as soon as we said goodbye..

08/12/09

2009-12-08T11:19:00.008+08:00

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Will u still love me in the morning?

hello pasta

2009-12-07T21:22:00.004+08:00

i made pasta for our dinner yesterday night at home :) :) :) :)

4 cans for 4 people

sliced chicken sausages in the spaghetti sauce

stir fry them and make it hot

our pasta

boiling pasta

tadada~

our big portion spaghetti

the 4 of us

i wanna be a supergirl!

words fever

2009-12-07T01:05:00.038+08:00

obstacles will only make us stronger.
all i want, is just to have a safe feeling, that we can separate the two L word tactfully.
if we hold on together, we will fix everything with a smile.
big hug to my kale :)

he looks like a party guy and the kind that listens to r&b
but
he dont go clubbing and he listens to classicals and oldies

he looked like he wants alot of things in life
but
i know simple is all he need

he might be busy with the things he need to do
but
he always set aside time for piano learning and he will play whichever new song that he had just learned on the phone to me

he's a guy who can be rough in words
but
he speaks as gentle as he can to me

he says he thinks he's childish cause he gets jealous easily
but
i think thats because he loves me

in any point of the time, i always know its fortunate enough to love and to be loved.
thus the past does not have to mean anything, for we're going to start ourself a new future.
we forget, we move on, we live, and we cherish every little single things we got so far.
this love.

AND OHHHHHHHHHH!!!

girls, my girls, oh my girls!
life seems like a dog without u all here :(
stucked at home during weekends, even weekdays too, and wasting time here day by day.
i cant believe ive been staying at home for like so many days already.
i know if i ask the guys out they will sure company me, but still i know they dont really like it so i didnt ask them out.
the fun level is low if ure going out with the ones who doesnt enjoy going out, dont even have to mention those who werent very close to u.
i will like to go out and breathe some new fresh air, but apparently i only can do that outside my front yard.
i will really like to go out alone, explore alone, i dont mind at all.
but i cant, as they say its dangerous.
i know there will be this one day where i couldnt stand anymore, and i bet i'll just sneak out myself, for shopping or whatsoever.
i will reach the limit of mine someday.
i need freedom, alot of outside air, outside!
i miss dancing, dance til all of us drop like what we did together back in singapore.
i really miss u girls :(

my family, i need the hugs from u all too.
i miss papa's cooking.
i miss mama's funny faces.
i miss didi's irritating behaviours.

sometimes i really felt like a piece of shit cause all i do is just whine whine whine saying i wanna go back terribly when im the one who decided to come bangkok for attachment myself.

ah...i felt so much happier complaining to this little corner of mine.
i complain like a kid!
HAHAHAHAHA but i felt happier cause i let everything out.
either way, i dont think there's any definition to be happy or teaching someone how to be happy when the only key to be happiness only depends on the person's choice :)

Christina Aguilera, I turn to you.
(this is for those out there who gave me unconditional love and strength to be strong when i felt im alone)

When I'm lost in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way, when I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy you can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

When I lose the will to win
I just reach for you and I can reach the sky again
I can do anything 'cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend you're always on my side
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield, from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong and for the will to carry on
For everything you do I turn to you yeah

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain
For truth that will never change for someone to lean on
But for a heart I can rely on through anything
For the one who I can run to oh I turn to you

For a shield from the storm, for a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm, I turn to you
For the strength to be strong, for the will to carry on
For everything you do, for everything that's true
For everything you do, for everything that's true, I turn to you

another harvest

2009-12-03T14:54:00.017+08:00

after continuous work from last week, including weekends, including working til midnight.
we finally went out to take a break after work yesterday!
being a interface designer is so tiring where u have to edit images again and again to make sure everything looks right.
but its still kinda fun as we're handling with facebook application with our new project.
COOLURL~

this is bangkok Centerpoint, pretty right?

oh i bought things again.

ahhhhh.....cant help it, they're really CHEAP!

but well, if i spend more money on clothes, i will have to spend lesser money on the food.

or else, i will have not enough money for everything.

it is very important to learn how to manage ur own finance well when ure living abroad u know? :)

graphic face dress $4.50

sexy white lace dress $13

however its such a waste, that this dress is too transparent already.

i didnt know as it looked just fine when i was buying it.

plus, its too short when i tried on it when i got back home.

boyfriend says: "dont let other people see okay.."
before he continues his next line, i knew exactly whats he's gonna say.
hahaha HE IS SO CUTE!

love love love him :)))

i have to hunt for an inner tight dress to match with this dress if i want to wear it out.
$13 is not cheap as compared to the other clothes i bought.
i wont waste this beautiful classy dress! hee :)

a closer view on these beautiful floral laces

dark blue poka-dots skirt $6.50

grey with gold shoe $4.30

i finally know what is important to me, and what's not.

woohoo i love those who let me be me :)

wake me up when december ends

2009-12-02T12:07:00.014+08:00

december is a leave-leave-month

1st week - no events
2nd week - im going to phuket (from thurs to mon)
3rd week - he's going to vietnam (from wed to sun)
4th week - he's going to malaysia (from fri to sun)

who will understand, how terrible it felt to have ur lover apart from u...
where u cant meet him whenever u want to
where u cant see him whenever u feel like to
where u cant hold their hands so tight whenever u can
where u cant laugh together when he said jokes to u
when ure all alone in the house and u feel scared but u cant find him to lean on to
thus these all made the tiny bit of contact time so precious with him not to even say days.
our time are seriously limited this month.
ironically, no one will.
except, they're in my shoes.

it is so hell too, on how terrible it felt to have ur best gfs apart from u...
where u cant meet them whenever u want to
where u cant see them whenever u feel like to
where u cant talk to them whenever u can
where u cant laugh together when they doing funny acts infront of u
when u feel lonely and u cant find them to accompany u
thus these all made me realised how important they really are in my life to me, i cant live without them.

ROAR.

to mum:
mummy, u gave me $900.
the $500 is for the 1 month allowance(january).
and the $400 meant to be for the camera.
i only spent $240 for it, so i still have some leftovers.
im going phuket next week, and i think i will have to use that $160 for the trip.
as for the camera my friend will pay me back $200 when we return to singapore.
i will then give u the $200 back.
so if next time ure transferring money to me, it would be for my february allowance which is only 2 weeks, and i think $200 is enough already.
i will then inform u again about the transfer when i need it love u :)

im bfsick, gfssick, homesick.

a little bit of champagne , a little bit of coke, so which one?
mixed.

fashion is love

2009-11-30T18:18:00.019+08:00

yesterday night, only me and mindy went out for shopping.
its the first time we girls went out ourselves without the guys!
we think we are independent enough to go out already after such a long stay here :) :)

wow editing pictures with rounded corners can be quite time-consuming!
but they somehow look nicer :)

ALWAYS BE UR GIRL

i like my collar bone very much

oh we reached our casual shopping place Carrefour Rama which is 10mins of cab away from our house

and this in the night market which opens everyday

TADA!
my buys for the day.

high waist skirt with a gold zipper infront ($10)

rocker tight dress ($4.30)

black lace floral dress ($6.50)

dark blue dye tube dress ($6.50)

pink strip tight dress ($4.30)

things are really cheap here but i'd only bought 26 tops/bottoms/dresses so far.

my aim, 100 pieces when im back!

74 more pieces to go, just like 74 more days to go back home :)

2 moles

2009-11-29T01:37:00.005+08:00

hey i discovered 2 new moles on my left hand!

thinking of the functions my camera have, i went to try the close-up mode......
AH, clear!
i really love my camera alot :)

maybe we should name one boy one one girl with the initials l and e so we can all become one big family.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

samsung PL 50

2009-11-28T04:10:00.024+08:00

i bought this from PhotoHut at Carrefour Rama 2 days back woohoo :)))))
im really grateful to the guys cause they accompany me running around to find a suitable camera as the shopping mall was closing soon that night.
i desperately wanted to buy it ON THAT DAY.
yea yea i know, my bad habit.

want means want, want means must have, means if dont have i'll be unhappy.

i think i really have to try to change this bad habit of mine, if not life wont be easy for me as not everything will go it my way at all the time.
i must be flexible!
like a rubber...

i so love my pink camera!

btw i was thinking, why samsung was called samsung.
might be the creator's name is sam?
and when he's singing in his bathroom thinking of a name for his own brand, he thought..
AH!
im SAM!
and i SUNG!
i shall call my brand................................SAMSUNG!

okay lame ignore me.

WELL WELL..
its image quality is reallyyyyyyyyyy GOOD!
total thumbs up.
even though its cheap($240).
but its way much better than my previous cameras($300+ or $400+)..
its embedded antishock function works like god, and im impressed.
the contrast, ooh lala.
the BEST is, it has this mode called "Beauty Shot".
it retouches the subject's skin to make it look smooth and blemish free!
omg imba right hahaha.
im really happy that i bought such a lovely camera cause its cheap and, its PINK.

Jac quoted: "May it be the outer appearance, or the inner one, u'll know it both matters when ure holding it in ur hands."

TIGHT TIGHT I HOPE URE TIGHT ENOUGH TO MAKE MY BODY CANT BREATHE OH TIGHT TIGHT I LOVE U
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i love tight dresses so much like hell but i know i cant be too full when im wearing it because my naughty belly wont be small enough to hide it inside these thin clothings.
anyway, i always nag to my girls that i can earn alot of money by selling away my butt to others.
know why?
cause its FULL OF MEAT!
wahahahahahaha!

see, want buy anot?

just another zebra prints i bought..
STUDS IS LOVE TOO.

hello kale,

webcam night

OKAY DOKEY POKEY
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:
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sim's blog says, need this.

jac's blog says, I DRAW FOR U LOH.

im very sweet i know, u can praise me whenever u want!
i'll always be there for u if u ever needed me.
i might not be perfect, to be there for u 100% time.
but i will do my best, to be there for u.
i understand what ure feeling now, but fear not i will bring lotsa fun for u when im back.
meanwhile enjoy ur life to the fullest okay? :)
shorty always loves tallie, like how pear always loves banana.

my dear meiyi i love u too :) i know ure very busy with ur life now, i hope ure happy and having fun with ur boy and girls!

76 more days..

pause my song and listen to this guy at youtube

2009-11-27T19:24:00.006+08:00

music always touches the heart.

he's really good aint he?

me plus u i'mma tell u one time
even though now it's a struggle love is all we got
but we're going keep keep climbing to the mountain top
my fight is ur fight
for ur heart is my heart

i feel so much better after ur call :)

im a superwoman

2009-11-27T11:48:00.015+08:00

no matter how many times i'll stare blank today, i always remember why did i said..

"I will buy all the strawberries in the world just for u."

right

2009-11-26T11:10:00.012+08:00

he's always sweet at all time :)

when i find something wrong with myself
i run
so catch me when i fall
let me know where i belong
watching u is the only drug i need
so gangster i'm so thug
but please feel safe with me
no pressure no worries about the future
for it'll be just fine like sugar
things always go smooth if u dont care how its gonna go
a step a time and know everything's gonna work out just right
give me ur hands
have faith in me
i need to be myself
and i just want the world to see u'll be with me
u gave my life direction
which shows a love connection
i close my eyes
forget the distance
forget any differences
forget the imperfects
and i'll say i'll love u my baby

on and on and on... :)

red

2009-11-25T19:35:00.009+08:00

sums up the whole day.

tml, buying a new camera, finding a cheap yet good one.
going shopping, best til i shop away all my money for clothes this month.
wanna eat alot, alot alot alot, but healthily.
miss so much, everyone in singapore.
magic, please make 79 more days pass like lightning.
then i started to think..

can i just go to sleep, and wake up 79 days later?

Someday, when I'm awfully low, I will feel a glow just thinking of u, and the way u'll look tonight.

chatting on phone during webcaming ystd night

then he started to draw some heartfelt words that made me feel touched, yet helpless cause i couldnt do anything while being stucked here.

love, two ways, whats ur say?

lines

2009-11-24T19:25:00.014+08:00

try doodling lines on ur paint, it can be really destressing.

oh its been so long since there're images up here, i desperately need to buy a new camera.

taking of photographs helped me to destress too.

beautiful photographs that i will keep in my whole lifetime.

random, i remember a famous quote from movie click:

Girl: "Will you still love me in the morning?"

Guy: "Forever and ever babe."

another one, a song from the wedding planner: I wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile

Whenever you're sad

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad

All i wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches

Build you a fire if the furnace breaks

So, it could be so nice growing old with you

I'll miss you

Kiss you

Give you my coat when you are cold

Need you

Feed you

Even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink

Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink

Oh I could be the man that grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you

and..

i realised something, both movies have my favourite hollywood actor, Adam Sandler.

am i too young to even think about forever?

i cant believe me, jacqueleen, tung wei ting, is actually thinking about forever now.

where this word is very distant to me in the past, extremely.

people who just saw what i typed here might think im crazy.

as im someone who wont mention anything about forever.

but im thinking about it right now.

picturing the future of mine.

amazing isnt it, how things changes.

thinking...

the reason, him.
unbelievable.

80 more days here

soon 8 weeks

8 days

8 hours

8 mins

8 secs
it will be fast

kiss the rain

2009-11-23T13:14:00.004+08:00

I was a quick, lost girl

Diving too deep for coins

All of your street light eyes

Wide on my plastic toys

Then when the cops closed the fair I cut my long, baby hair

And stole me a dog-eared map

And called for you everywhere

Have I found you

yes i do and i love u kale.

happy 1st month

2009-11-22T18:05:00.005+08:00

from my sweetest baby's mail..

hey sweetheart=) todays our one month aniversary and even though we cant get to spend time with each other physically, im starting love u more and more without myself knowing at times, sometimes u know honey i still cant believe that we are actually together cause its like a dream, a dream which is so .unbelivable, a dream which i wanted for soo long and ever since u appeared in my world, i knew you were the right one in my life.during this one month i really enjoyed great moments with u like webcamming the whole night, kissing on webcam . obstacles have been mean towards us during in our first month and we actually handled them without any problem like the internet server, it was solved by using the 750 mins phone card. right now honey i know obstacles will just keep coming and coming but for me i feel that the biggest obstacle so far is to actually bear this two more tormenting months together before i could land my first physical contact on u which is a hug=) honey i just wanna let u know even though its one month, sooner later it will be 1 year, 10 years, 30 years and forever till we grow old. i just wanna let u know ure the one in my life and i really wana treat u the best i can even better than anyone in this world, i wanna give my shoulder to u when ure sad,i wanna kiss u lips when ure feeling loved, i wanna be u forever if possible in my next life too, im willing to sacrifice my life for u honey cause ive found out i cant live without u. i love u jacqueleen tung wei ting=)<3

oh kale oh kale:

days been passing pretty fast

its been one month and i hope the next two months will be passing fast too

everything seems so real yet surreal at times

but no matter what i love u so

i guess i could not find anyone else in this entire world

to have so much fate with me just like u do

i guess this is what pulled us together

even though we're far apart in two different countries

this is our unbelievable fate

we're meant to be together

baby ure too good to be true

and the person im living for is u

big hug :)

new moon

2009-11-21T21:39:00.012+08:00

:)

we went to Siam Paragon yesterday night to watch NEW MOON!
the movie theatre was so imba!
it looked like those stage theatre, so impressively beautiful.
i dont even remember im going for a movie when i got in there.

grabbed this picture from google

i realised..
they always kiss like as if its the last kiss for them.
this was really awesome as i think couples should kiss in this way, treasure and cherish every kiss like how they do..

awwwww.............................

got back home at like 2am plus after the movie..
and i webcam with him until morning :)
from now on fri and sat can use internet until the next day already woohoo!

cute drawing of his

ah baby talking about babies again LOL

see the words on the top right hand corner

yes i will.

my girls

i do miss my girls i do

laughing with them like crazy as we always would

going out shopping with not much money in our pockets but we'll still be very happy

we can talk like forever

running out of topic is never a problem in our lifes

meanwhile

love u all

take care

til im back

hungry love

2009-11-18T11:46:00.020+08:00

yesterday night, we went to PAN PAN(an italian restaurant nearby our place) to have dinner plus an advanced birthday celebration for wandy(my manager).

and when im in the car, he called me for a little chat before i went in for my dinner and i was really delighted to hear his voice and his "help me to clean my braces using.." ah inside joke LOL.
this really made my night smiling all the way through.
aftermath we went to soi cowboy and watched live ping pong show(naked woman stuffing things inside their V).
it was really disghusting but still i did not despise them and i respect them as this is their job.
i just felt sorry for them.
we were out til midnight so i called him to talk for awhile first before i head home for webcam.
he said he sent me a mail, and told me to check out my facebook as he tagged me something.
and OMG it was a video of him playing piano for me :)
i really love him so much :)

by the time u see this mail, there would be 86 days to see you but i will wait for u even though im hungry for ur priceless love=) love u always <3

Oh, my wife
my honey
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me

Lonely rivers flow to the sea,
to the sea
to the open arms of the sea
lonely rivers sigh 'wait for me, wait for me'
I'll be coming home wait for me

Oh, my wife
my honey
I've hungered for your touch
a long lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
I need your love
I need your love
Godspeed your love to me=)

during webcam..

he showed me the little heart he folded for me.
awww...he is just so sweet!

tada 1 2 3 i love u :)

we had our phone talk all the way til 5am at his side.
though we always said that we will sleep earlier but we always delayed the time til 1 or 2 hours later..
we were really tired yesterday but we still wanna talk!
i think that was like the "BEST" talk ever cause both of us are spouting rubbish already HAHAHA!

our one boy one girl topic leads to..
ke dou and ji dan
pyschology might work on the ke dou to give us a boy first
we will breed white frogs from the ke dou in our experimental lab
register the new found species we discovered and we can be in the guinness world record as a famous couple
we will have alot of money in the future when we're famous
then comes the top floor la and bang me on the wall la

this one imba..
everyday morning noon night and very strong

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha I LAUGHED UNTIL MY STOMACH PAIN before we put down the phone and went to sleep.
and i got a feeling he'll forget what he said yesterday night if i mentioned to him on the phone later.

u cutest thing on earth, i love u.

sometimes

2009-11-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

life here is good
but sometimes i just feel simply suffocating here
and i just wanna go back home so much right now
87 more days
please come fast
i miss everybody back in singapore terribly

i loved piano since im young, and i'll learn it for my baby til im old.

they dont know how long it takes waiting for a love like this..

i always do

2009-11-17T10:17:00.014+08:00

inexplicable feelings after the phone talk yesterday night
and i just wanna say
i'll really love u tender love u true
i'll fufill all ur dreams yes i'll do
ure my baby i love u and i always do
u always say u were afraid to lose me and u'll never me go even if i let u go
but how will i let go of someone who made my life so complete
incomplete is not a part of my life ever since i met u
i was lost back then and u saved me
i know u'll make my dreams come true
which u had already did magically
u always tell me that u want to pay for my everything
not because its a bf/gf thing and not because u wanna show off to my friends or the others
but cause u love me and u wanna take care of my everything leaving me with no worries and all
u said u feel that u feel incompetent because u were afraid that the money u'll be earning is not enough for us when im back
u said u will work hard and earn more money for us
these are not just words i know as i had already seen ur actions
no matter what please dont tired urself out
i know ur sincerity and i just want to tell u all i ever wanted is u
i dont care even there's no movies no big feasts no gifts cause all i want is only u u u
i understand ur point of view that this is what u want to do as to treat me good
but i just wanna tell u
no worries baby we're still young now
it is good enough that we can support ourselves
u can pay for me but i can pay for some things myself too
in that case it'll be enough for us
money shouldnt be a problem to us
love does
but there's no problem about love
cause u love me and i love u
and thats the end of our story

ure a busy person
school plus ur fyp, workout when u got home, u wanna have more time on learning ur piano, u webcam and talk to me til late night
the amount of time u sleep is not enough to give u enough energy for a day
u wanna get ur car practicals done soon
u were afraid if u delay til the time when im back u'll have not enough money to go for the lessons as ure going to pay for my things too
but as i said above no worries about the money as everything will just work out fine
with me around money isnt gonna be a problem
im a good accountant here in my office u know
even though im quite a spender but i'll change for u
we'll plan and see how about getting the practicals together when im back alright
meanwhile just concentrate on ur already busy schedule
ure going to start a new work soon
i dont want u to tired urself out
i wanna u be happy
as simple as that
i love u

i dont know why i drew so long today but i took like the whole morning to do so..

keep this timetable well baby :)

miss sexy lips

2009-11-16T22:48:00.008+08:00

we talked on the phone while webcaming ystd..

the feeling was so so so great!
he's loving it so much just like i do :) :)

i really love his drawings, u all know?

i once thought love is a complicated thing but he made me felt so simple in everything..
as if i had never been hurt before.
as if i first got into love with someone in my life.
as if he's my first bf.
i love him, more than anyone does in this world.

and yea, my camera is spoiled on last friday.
same reason, lens.
and hey girl i never blame u on dropping it okay i just wanna shout out here how moodless i felt as i think i really had no fate with any electronic gadgets in my life.
can someone buy me a paper camera or handphone that can work?
anything with no any technology invloved, pls?
:((((((((((

last picture taken :(

and i drew this for him that day..

he wanna kiss me so much, i know i know.

LOL :)

lollipops

2009-11-15T19:51:00.009+08:00

internet connection and phone connection is very very very F UP here.
i miss my baby so so much whenever both of them are down.
i wanna bring them up so much!
ROAR but i cant :(
sim and mei waited for me and min on friday night but we were out til very late as i went to meet my aunt at the baiyoke sky hotel.
it was really pretty, looking at the bangkok city.
i really wish all my love ones were there with me :)

u cute, u cute, u very cute.
i love, i love, i very love u.

4 words from him

4 words from me..

yes baby me too :)

love u tender like the kfc tender chicken

2009-11-12T15:45:00.011+08:00

ystd night..
he kissed me on his phone after he took a video of me during our webcam :)

and he sent me a mail when im working today..

the grandpa and grandma part really make me laugh like mad cause its so funny and sweet of him to have thought of the webcam thing when we're old LOL.

and he'll always attach some song lyrics in the mail..

Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.

Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin I love you,
And I always will.

Love me tender,
Love me long,
Take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
And well never part.

Love me tender,
Love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
Ill be yours through all the years,
Till we be ah peh ah ma

When at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go forever and ever and ever

and during skype..

kale: i love u for what u are
kale: i love u for being unique
kale: i love u for being understanding
kale: i love u cause ure funny when u laugh
kale: i love u cause ure cute without urself knowing
kale: i love u cause we have lots of fate and 1 boy 1 girl
kale: i love u honey

u just gave me a gazillion of redbulls with ur words :)

my knees are shit

2009-11-12T10:14:00.011+08:00

i hate my knees
i merely ran for 2 weeks
and now they hurt like shit
shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit
but i only can blame it on myself for not doing any warm up exercise before running
slow jog is the only thing i can do now
til i recover i will start running fast again
i was too hurry
i always hurry for things
may it be the things i wanna buy
things i wanna accomplish
always hurry here hurry there just because i want to get it done asap
except for time or work which im always slow
however im still happy that i had been running almost everyday for weeks already
i used to hate running so much cause i think it is the most boring exercise ever
but after being knocked by a door by someone and he said that cause im growing sideways
this is the biggest motivation why i started running so eagerly
before i go back to singapore
i will tell him straight in his face and say
hey im 45kg all thanks to u
i do not hate him
i just wanna prove to him
believe me everybody i can do that
i know i can
i never felt so sure in my life before
i know i will
45kg u just wait for me
i will see u in time

to baby:
i know ure worried for me if i overexert myself
dont worry i will take care of myself in bangkok like a big girl
but i will be ur small girl when im back into ur arms in singapore
i really miss u like crazy
the way u say "i wanna talk on the phone longer with u" like a little boy yesterday night when we're going to hang up
make me wanna change to my superwoman costume and fly to u
there's no rush because we know we have each another no matter where we are
for i will always be there for u if u ever need me

love is all we know :) :)

those eyes

2009-11-11T16:11:00.003+08:00

i love to draw for him, like how he always draws for me.

sometimes the world's greatest happiness is the world's smallest pleasure :)

Bangkok Day 35 (Dusit Zoo)

2009-11-10T10:47:00.027+08:00

Sunday November 8 2009

we are going to the zoo zoo zoo..
to the bangkok zoo zoo zoo.....

well well..
its been a long while since i put make-up in bangkok.
back in singapore, make-up is like 6/7 times in a week.
now, make-up is like 1/7 time in a week, or maybe 0/7 time in a week.
HOW GREAT RIGHT!
i can feel that my skin is breathing properly and of course improving gradually :)
i'll only put on eyeliner or mascara if we're going somewhere far to play.
other than that, naked face is what i like now :)

zoo day, that day got feel to put ah!

fake eyelashes are just so pretty and girls just adore them

this umbrella is a classic

the 5 of us on our way to take a cab

beautiful sky

WE REACHED THE ZOO after like 30 mins or so..

the tickets

squat only

the first thing we saw is this creature, roaming freely around the zoo.

we ran around it and tried to take a picture with it near us

it looked like the trunk on the right side huh

the black women

oh baby elephant poses nicely for me

this girl is wondering why i want to kiss the elephant i think

oh deer oh dear oh deer oh dear

2 kangaroos looking for food

i love places like this, with all the plants above and surrounding u, ah just like a rainforest.

and these 2 hippos damn poor thing!

they're separated by a wall between them, and i don't understand why the zookeepers wanna do that to them.

maybe the reason is that they dont want them to give birth to too many babies huh?

but still, its a torture for them.

so sad :(

i think left is female and right is male

see how loving they are :) :)

and mindy said they're like us, but only difference is that ours is a "virtual barrier", not a "real barrier".

thanks huh mindy, we're loving hippos.....LOL.

more animals..

that night before i went to zoo, he drew this and said, "take a shot of this animal tml if u see it k? :)"

WAH and really have leh..

nah, ur DINOSAUR hahaha :)

feng fei fei hat

CUTE HATS ALERT!

chicken little 1

chicken little 2

dumbo elephant

zebra the bra

a weird blue duck

oh what a fun day! :) :) :) :) :)

oh boy, ure the million reasons why there's love reflecting in my eyes.

we're waiting for 12/02/10

2009-11-09T16:00:00.010+08:00

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and and and..

sore throat become better after this :)

rock me to the moon

2009-11-09T10:27:00.010+08:00

sore throat recently
and i think my voice is becoming more manly
i got sexy voice now leh no joking
rock it oh rock it i just wanna rock myself to the moon
went to the zoo yesterday and said i love u to baby on the phone
i think of him wherever i go
especially when im having fun with my friends i miss him even more
i miss my girls when i laugh because i know i can laugh even more if they're around
and it seems like my family don't really miss me because they seldom call me
i still have 13 weeks + 5 days left here
running everyday is what i want and stubborn i am i must say
so far so good
the amount of vegetables i eat per day is enough for me to become a nun
so far very good

P.S:
i wont mind even if u dont have biceps (i know u have)
i wont mind even if u dont have 8 packs (i know u'll have)
i wont mind even if u dont know how to play piano (i know u know)
i am very proud of u in whichever form u are
i will show u off infront of my friends even u dont have a hot face or hot body
because i love u and i want to let everyone knows u are mine
these are the words from the bottom of my heart
:)

Unbelievable
Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

mindy gave me her luo han guo packet drink for my sore throat oh thks dear :)

ahhhhh...i just want to recover asap.

the one

2009-11-07T21:21:00.010+08:00

to be 45kg, a goal of mine.
i ran at least 5 times every week, nike, Just Do it.
i want to be his hot gf, addidas, Impossible Is Nothing.

fats fats go away, come again at the last day, little jacqueleen bu yao fei.

well well..

its always the funny and cute things he do, that made me smile so much.
he told me not to laugh at him when he sent me this picture.
"i dont know to do edit ah...", is always what he said to me.
though he dont know how to edit, but it made me love him even more.
because it is just so cute when he did things he's not good at, and dont mind showing it to me.
its all about the sincerity, and i can feel it :)))
thank you baby :)

i didnt know love tasted this good, until i met him in my life.

and...
im missing my girls terribly :(

my baby's love

2009-11-05T20:02:00.011+08:00

yesterday night webcam..

he used his leg to press print screen when both of us are doing the love handsign.
such a clever boy huh LOL always make me laugh!

and..he edited this picture using paint.
he said its not nice and ask me to edit it to a kissing picture.
seriously, this simply looks so cute.
cause i can imagine him editing it, smiling at it, and yida laughing at him too hahaha.

and tada, this is our kissing picture :)

today..
i drew this for him

i hope he gets what i meant from the bottom of my heart from this simple picture :)

ahhh..
this is our walnut!
he's always infront of my desktop, smiling to me like my baby :)

while we are playing cards during work, i thought of this suddenly.
hahaha they say im crazy in love, in him, but yea, I AM :)
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honesty is love

2009-11-04T15:59:00.019+08:00

honesty, a priceless thing.

he's honest with me, to have told me his everything.
im honest with him, to have told him my all.
he have his bad habits, but i dont mind as i accept for who he was.
i had my past, but he don't mind as he says its a past, and we are in the present, the future too.
courage is still needed for anyone to tell the truth.
i want to be brave, for him is who i love.

love u so:

From the minute that you got my attention
I was taken and I have to mention
I was trying to not let it show
But I knew I wasn't gonna let you go
From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me
No one would've ever known it
You would be the one who take this heart and hold it

You got that extraordinary way
Got to be next to ya every single day
You do something that I just can't explain
Wanna take the chance and tell you you're the one for me

Ooh, I love you so
Just look in my eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
Yeah
Do you know it
Ooh, I love you so
Look in these eyes, they'll tell you where this could go
I just want you to know

You can san say anything you want to
No stress 'cause I understand you
We got a vibe you can't define
Want everyone know that boy is mine
We won't fight and stop and stare at the way you hold me
You take me there at times
I feel I lose control
Forget everyone but the hand I'm holding

Please know this
I'll always be right here
And you don't have to look
Nowhere else babe
Don't think for a minute
This love will change
Oh you should know that

precious moments

2009-11-03T12:19:00.013+08:00

hur hur..im so happy i finally bought my own webcam on last sunday :)
thanks peiren and jin guan for lending me their lappys during the past few weeks for me to webcam with him.
xie la!
using my own lappy to webcam with him just felt so great :)

and so last night..
we had our usual webcam session :) :)

took a snap of him drinking his full of protein soya bean milk!
(he wanna build muscles u see LOL)

then, we plan to take some props out to take pictures..

pinch my cheek smell my hair

AND THEN!
internet connection suppose to cut off at 12am in thai time.
but, its still 11.58am.
not fair :/
okay 2 mins only i know, but still, its 2 mins.
time is precious.

he wanna talk to me i think, thats why head so near hahaha.
ah, then hang!
tsk tsk.

after internet connection is being cut off, he'll call me and we'll be talking on the phone for like 2/3 hours...

though i love talking to him, but i dont wish him to have not enough sleep.
normally our talk would end at 4am at his side, and that means he'll only be getting 3 hours of sleep, hmm this is not enough.
i want him to be healthy, and have enough sleep for his school tml :)
so, i'll hurry him to sleep at 3am at his side from now on, like a nanny.
LOL.

hearing him making funny noises to me became a part of my life already, and i'll love to hear it more when im back to singapore when he is right beside me.
i'll pinch him like crazy for sure ;)

Bangkok Day 27 (Soi Cowboy)

2009-11-02T14:53:00.014+08:00

Saturday October 31

we went to Soi Cowboy after work!
just wanna check out this place since it is a red-light district located near to our Sukhumvit road, travelling to there is very fast and easy.
u know, the go go bars are very common in thailand, alcoholic drinks are served and women in bikinis dancing on a stage.
topless or even nude dancing occasionally occurs in some bars.
and most of these dancers are also prostitutes and will join a customer if he pays a "bar fine" to the bar and a separate fee to the woman, these sexual services usually take place in the tourist's hotel room or the bar's room.

and.....guess what?
we went into one of the bars with plenty of nude women dancing infront of us!
haha what an eye opener.
the 3 guys were pretty uncomfortable, but me and mindy dont feel anything at all, only curious.
maybe cause we're women so we dont feel weird looking at women's body LOL.
stayed for a hour in there, played pool at the other bar aftermath, and off we went home :)

red light district really very red:

sometimes people go round and round to find the one, but they can't find one.
sometimes people stay on the same spot without going round and round, and yet they found the one.
fate, its such a funny thing.

kale, he's such a beautiful thing.

Love Without Talking

2009-11-02T10:41:00.011+08:00

these are the 2 NG videos before the final video which i had uploaded in my fb already :)
i had more NGS but i deleted already cause i looked so ugly inside! hahaha.
well, the final one couldn't be upload here :/
the clip is too long i guess, that's why have error in uploading it.
recently, i found out that uploading of videos here always have a problem, which is the sound effect is so lousy!
got the "zhe zhe zhe" sound, like lag only.
nvm, 2 short clips, very fast end one :)

LOL, joke NGS.

1st one, "SHIT"

2nd one, "F**K" (eh i dont mean to swear lol)

baby loves the final video and he's speechless, great! :)

energy bars

2009-10-31T12:35:00.014+08:00

his email always brings me energy when im working :)

Put your worries in my hands.
Lay your head down,
And believe that I will do anything to stop your tears.
You're ready to give up, you've stopped,
I want to be able to give you the strength to keep going.
Link arms with me, Let's move on,
As one living, breathing, loving, being.
Know that you can put faith in me.
I will be your only rock, I will be your special dwelling,
I am here with you, for you always.

i love u<3=)

and..
i hope that i can bring energy to him too while he is working his part-time today so i just sent him this picture.
even though he can't see it now, but he'll see this when he gets home after a tiring day.
he'll loves it, I KNOW ;)

ystd night during our phone chat..
he said: "U know, actually after i bought the 500mins card, i have a plan for u.."
when im still not very sure of what it was..
and so it goes, i heard beautiful tunes, piano tunes.
he played them for me on the phone, and i was speechless.
these songs touched me, like totally.
thank you, i really appreciate and love it.
XOXO!

i go crazy for u

our naughty hair

2009-10-29T22:29:00.005+08:00

ystd during webcam, he told me that his hair is being naughty :)
at that very moment, i just wanna fly to his house immediately to mess up his hair more, play with his hair, kiss his forehead and tell him "i really adore u".
i just cant get enough of his everything, and i do mean everything :)

the V fringe is so gonna be in the next hairstyle fashion LOL

ANYWAY..
what makes me so happy as if im going to explode is the bangla card he told me he just bought.
$10 for 500mins on the overseas calls.
the thai card im having now is not good to me because it costs $4 just for a 5mins talk.
what a big contrast on the charges.
now i know how unfriendly is the thai calling overseas charges, so bad.

so this is the bangla card he drew and made me laugh so hard haha.
see, even the bangla he drew looks so cute!
omg i really cannot take this anymore, can i pinch u now? :D

so..
we had a 1 hour talk ystd night after webcam and it was like, heaven :)
its the first time we talked on phone for this long and it was special cause we're talking to each other overseas, time limit make every words count even more.
im glad that we went through obstacles together, cause it made us really cherish everything now.

and it seems like my girls've been contacting with him recently haha.
my lovely meiyi who sent him an encouragment msg about us.
"mei really thanks alot i really appreciate this thought like so much that u never know."
my darling sim who praised us for being sweet and told us that we'll make it through.
"i want to pinch ur mambo butt whenever u say these lovely words."
i miss u girls!

okay, gonna meet him in webcam soon!

im happy i met u in my life :)

oh baby

2009-10-28T22:30:00.009+08:00

webcaming session with u is always so so so happy, u know? :)

ure the cutest, and even the things u draw are so cute.

the things u sent always bring out a priceless smile from me :)

When I see u eating grapes
When I see u show thumbs up
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To see u make funny faces
Or see u box with two both hands
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when u kissed me on the webcam
and I saw the priceless kiss
Baby I love u
I love u really much

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more we kiss the more we hug
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter how

So when u start to draw for me
Cause u are the special one
That's when I love u
I love u
A lot of more each time
And when u show me your new dress
Or when u show ur sweetest smile
that's when I love u I love u
More than u know
And when u treat me as that bolster
hugging and kissing with a smile
Baby I love u, I love u really much

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more we kiss the more we hug
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more we kiss, the more we hug, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

To see many beautiful stars its possible, but to see the special one out there its almost impossible, but I’ve managed to find the special star and that’s you jacqueleen<3

im so proud of my boy, Kale Tay Ee Siang.
BIG LOVES!

Pattaya Trip (17Oct-19Oct)

2009-10-27T10:47:00.005+08:00

hello people late updates late updates..

too many pictures at one go and uploading many pictures like how i always do last time is harder during the stay in bangkok cause of work, going out, and many other things to do.
i have to really squeeze out time to edit pictures' contrast and size.
dont tell me not to, cause im a perfectionist and perfectionist always do what she thinks is best to do LOL.
uploading pictures in both blogger and facebook can be really tiring!
therefore, i decided to upload in blog if i have the time.
otherwise, it'll be all in my facebook albums.

okay!
we had a 3D2N stay over there.
yes, it was really fun!

Pattaya Trip photos are in my facebook album now :)

stronger :) :)

2009-10-26T18:03:00.010+08:00

this morning, bad bad news arrived.
internet is banned from 12am to 8am during working days, and sunday too cause i had to work on monday.
which means, i cant webcam with my boy at late night already.
and which means, i can only webcam him frm 11pm to 12am, thai time.
so, we only have 1 precious hour during weekdays.
and, facebook is banned during working hours from 9am-6pm too.

ROAR.
i was angry, and scolded my supervisor a dog on skype with my friends after he announced the news and left the room.
moments later, he wrote in skype to us and said that he knew what we had talked about him.
he had a teamviewer on his computer thats why he can access to every computer and check what we are doing at all times.
i dont care, as whats said cannot be undone too.

but just now he came into the room, and told everyone to try to cheer me up.
he said that its understandable for us to be angry of what he did but he is okay with it cause he know that being a supervisor is never easy.
u had to be bad at times for the sake of work.
he still smiled to me, trying to make jokes with them to make me laugh.
i felt really guilty at that moment, and im sorry.

and..
here's what kale said to me after i told him about the bad news.

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
u know

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
right now

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
we are facing obstacles to even talk in msn overseas

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
but im gonna stay strong

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
for u

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
im gonna find ways to communicate to u more

[i][c=65][u][b] Kale[/b][/u][/c][/i] says:
we have to stay strong during this period

heart u, like sooooooooooooooooooooo much.

flu flu go away

2009-10-25T22:23:00.010+08:00

ystd night during webcam, my poor boy caught a flu from his friend and wanton tissues are piling up on his table...

i really hope that i can take care of u but apparently i cant cause im here.
i'll be the greatest nurse in the world if im by ur side now, serious :)
recover soon okay :)

u look so cute even when ure sick :)

i always cant get enough of his face even we had webcam for like hours.
but im always the one to rush him to go sleep first cause im afraid he'll be too tired for his school the next day.
and..our faces are always like that whenever we said bye..reluctant.

3 more hours to see u again! :)

and oh ya mummy, im too lazy to upload the photos I had taken during the trips in Bangkok in this blog cause i'd uploaded them in my facebook already.
got alot ah, lazy hehe.
u can tell didi to open my facebook albums and see my pictures there if u want okay :)

sweetest drug

2009-10-24T21:49:00.006+08:00

do u know why i heart u so much?
simple, cause u do silly things for me when i told u how guys mistreated me last time, its just like that :)

oh baby ure the sweetest drug on earth :)

SS

2009-10-22T05:45:00.004+08:00

22102009
this is a soulmates day :) :)

A Song Dedicated To You=)

Hey there jacqueleen
What's it like in Bangkok City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
The sun can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there jacqueleen
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there jacqueleen
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this piano
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there jacqueleen
I've got so much left to say
If every simple art I drew to you
Would take your breath away
I'd draw it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
jacqueleen I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there jacqueleen
You be good and don't you miss me
Three more months and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there jacqueleen here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me=)

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Bangkok Day 12 (16oct)

2009-10-19T18:41:00.005+08:00

its just a fri night where we 5 went to din din ourselves at a random japanese restaurant near Platinum Mall :) :) :) :) :)

japanese dolls

bamboo bamboo

5 of us

curry rice

ramen and rice

the "FU" that sk, jq, pr, and me wore in our hands given by wandee(our manager and she is very sweet)

video of us imitating japanese food show LOL!

2 gays

laughing!

3 gays

went out of the restaurant and we head home sweet home :)

and..
we miss our girls!

WOOHOO HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO U SIM KAILING!

UR LIFE WILL BE BETTER NICER SWEETER AND MOST OF ALL MORE LOVES FROM US!

hope u like the gift and card, love u.

Bangkok Day 10

2009-10-15T14:01:00.010+08:00

we went to Indochine to have dinner after work on wed.
the place was so pretty!
very high-classed.
but the food wasnt so.
its a vietnamese restaurant where a lot of veggies are served and they really like veggies i think.
apart from all the raw veggies, we had an awesome time there :)

us, while waiting for our seats inside..

pinky

its the very yummy mango sticky rice!

here comes all the veggies.....

cheers everyone!

and yea!
we're going to pattaya tml until monday :)

gonna have a 2 hours ride on a mini van to there!

its a short breakaway for us, so lets all be prepared for the sunshine and wear ur shades woohoo!!!

soulmates are soulmates, just like strawberries are strawberries, its always nice.

supernatural

2009-10-14T17:31:00.012+08:00

so far bangkok was really great..

working eating shopping exploring and tasting every single fresh taste of life here.
when we make breakfast together, when we do laundry together, when we crapped together in the same room almost everyday.

1 week had passed, and it seems quick.
i just felt like i've been in bangkok for like few days only.
everything is new to me, and i really like new.
however, i really do miss my girls.
i really wish that i can be at their very side when they're feeling low or tired in life, giving them a big bear hug, and shower some love for them.
but i can't, i only can do these virtually.
still, i do hope u all will feel my existance, i'll be there for u all if u need me :)

BTW!
something creepy happened during yesterday midnight around 3am plus.

due to the poor internet connection in my room, i went to sit on the stairs as im webcam-ing my friend on msn using peiren's lappy.
mindy and peiren was falling asleep so i said good night to them and went back to the staircase to continue my chat.

the dog at the kitchen barked, i ignored.
and suddenly i felt like someone's at the living room.
but apparently, no one is there.
"its just an illusion..", i told myself.

few moments later..

my friend said: "behind u got people right?"
me: "huh no ah they slp already leh only im alone..dont play leh i will scared one."
him: "im serious, i saw hands waving. i thought its ur friends?"
me: "O M G."

i was terrified, and i went to sleep straight after he said he saw those waving hands.
the distance back to room was short, but im trembling, and cold.
dog's barking became louder and louder, the sound that seems like when a dog saw something, something supernatural.
it was a soft bark, leading my mind to wander far.
im usually very brave at such things, as i know that if i don't disturb them, they won't disturb me.
however, i couldnt take it anymore and went to join mindy in her bed.
had a hard time falling asleep, so in the end i only slept for 3 hours before i wake up for work.

okay enough talk, i think i just need to be calm.
and most importantly, dont use webcam when im alone.
if not, u'll see something.

its okay, all of knew before we came, that thailand wasnt clean.

Bangkok Day 6

2009-10-12T11:26:00.009+08:00

in the morning..
well i can take photos anywhere anytime, even when im doing laundry at the backyard woohoo :)

we love our new floral dress with zipper so so much!!!

having lunch at a roadside stall

this uncle is very friendly, like super friendly!

we love him :)

the chicken mee with soup, ultra delicious.

the "chendol" guy stall

green one

pink one

i love pink, so anything that is pink is nice :)

when we got back home for work, the ice cream car came!

it'll play this very cute music wherever it goes..its such a nice and happy song :)

cute car right?

after work..

we went to carrefour shopping centre to buy groceries, yes AGAIN.

we're like doing groceries shopping twice or thrice a week LOL too many things we need!

in the cab, squeezing again.

road performers

chicken performing at the foodcourt

hello carrefour :)

wow they have the halloween mood there already!

shikang looking at towels

peiren pushing our cart of bolsters

after shopping, we went to soi 20 for thai massage!

100baht half an hour = $4 half an hour

comfy comfy

went to khaosan road again, again...

haha but this time round, its for check out clubbing areas!
and dont say im clubber already okay, even if i really am one ;)

LOL.

the pizza stall

in the club..

tequila!

its thank you, not taank you.

HAHAHA!

Bangkok Day 5

2009-10-12T11:25:00.028+08:00

our first dinner with the boss!
he brought us to this very nice restaurant where u can feed the fishes, or sit the boat during dinner.
he booked a hut for all of us!
the scenery there was, SUPERB.

okay so this is the name of the restaurant :)

the bread were so fresh!
it could have been our breakfast for tml..but its all inside the fishes stomach.

lets feed lets feed

group photo

hey we're going onto the boat!

just a short video clip on the boat..

sawatdee kaa everybody!

went to khaosan road again to chill at the bars there, aww awesome!

coconut, me, or u?

Bangkok Day 3 & 4

2009-10-12T11:25:00.025+08:00

Day 3

the peanuts and corns selling on a roadside stall..

we always have to squeeze in the cab whenever we're travelling.
a total of 5 of us at the backseat!
LOL its really fun though hahaha.
cause well, u cant do that in singapore!

reached MBK shopping centre to have dinner together :)

with thai ronald macdonald..satwatdee kaa!

just a very pretty sushi bar :)

we went to pizza hut to have dinner as all the shops were closed already.

i was trying to take a decent group photo and all of the guys starts to disturb!

okay very irritating hands

Next day, day 4.

hello thats my wallpaper on my office desktop, cute right ;)

my personal strawberry mug

our house!

walking to lunch

a lot of wires in bangkok, u know?

awww the tuk tuk!

the provision shop nearby our house..where 1 S do exist. LOL!

most of the cabs there are pink, my fav color!

the university canteen we always went for lunch

a lot of sauces in thai food

work, out, home, slp!

Sawatdee Kaa Bangkok!

2009-10-12T11:25:00.018+08:00

5 october 2009, the day when we 5 set off to bangkok for our OSIP until 12 february 2010.
new life ahead, hang on!

:) :) :) :) :)

at the airport with dad, mum, and grandma.

okay same color code, not planned.

my group

beautiful sky, isnt it?

aeroplane meal never tasted nice :/

reached the airport..

in the van on our way to our house!

helloooooooooo!!!! just a lame video.

saw, woman selling flowers on the road to drivers to hang it on their car's mirror.

okay, i must say that this house is kinda beautiful.

and the dog of this house, kept to keep thiefs away, was very very very clingy.

im really scared of dogs :/

woohoo our bedroom! pretty right?

after unpacking everything. we went to an italian restaurant to have dinner together.
the pizza was really great!

after dinner, we slept like pigs.

next day, work!

and yea, kw gave this to me before i entered the entrance.

it was really a thoughtful and nice gift, thks alot!

note, the things that is going to happen in life :)

sim's advance birthday celebration (3 oct)

2009-10-11T20:42:00.003+08:00

time

2009-10-09T01:42:00.008+08:00

i still couldnt manage to squeeze out time for blogging omg :/
once the laptop is opened its msn msn and more msn!
so, we requested to stay at home on this sunday to upload photos and blog LOL.
had been out almost everyday, BKK is really a shopping paradise!
u can really drool for the clothes here ;)
we'll sure visit more places in BKK during our long 5 months.

HAPPY SIM!
u'll be gan chio at ur party i just know it!
be as happy as u can til i meet u again, BIG LOVES!

webcam, i'll buy u soon.
walnut, be good.
walbean, be good too.
:D

its all about blue.

1st day in bkk(5oct)

2009-10-06T13:10:00.023+08:00

bangkok time: 1 hour slower

reached bangkok ystd and wow, the house is pretty!
me, mindy, and peiren shared one house.
sk, jin guan, and sonha shared the other one.
two houses are just beside each another, so its still okay if we girls need any help from the guys.
however, there's a dog here.
and honestly, after the last dog bite that time, im really afraid of dogs now.
luckily my the other 4 colleagues aren't afraid of them, they're my shelter for dogs!
LOL! *esp peiren*
and omg, bangkok cars are seriously tokyo drift, so dangerously fast!
i had to be very careful whenever I cross the road.
btw, after unpacking all of our belongings in our own rooms, ystd night we went to carrefour and bought so many things!
we went shopping for our basic neccessities.
and yea, the internet connection sucks here! :(
i'll upload all the photos when we first arrived in bangkok when im free.
gosh how i wish i had the time, to online whenever i want, and blog as frequent as i like.
SAD :(

everything seems so surreal, i can't imagine that a new chapter of my life has just begun.
excited yet afraid.
i need to be a independent girl :)

oh mum, my number here is +660845514861.
i will call u by this okay?
its cheaper :)
and my address is: Bangkok/Sukhumvit Soi 31

to family and friends in singapore, i just wanna say, i missed u all already :(
a total of 131 days here, oh my tian la.

last girls night out before bkk

2009-10-05T05:54:00.010+08:00

its the last girls night out before we come back from bangkok......

I'LL MISS U ALL!!!

VIDEOS OF US PLAYING ARCADE!!!

airport here i come, bye all! :)

piano

2009-10-02T16:41:00.009+08:00

sometimes somethings can be so beautiful and makes u wanna cry..

id always wanted to learn piano since young..
the music a piano creates, was so unknowingly attractive and it simply brings me to another world.
i first came in contact with ayumi hamasaki's CD when i was pri 6, it was a piano version of her songs.
i was so in love with it back then, and had listened to it for a very long time.
as i grew up, i always can't manage to find a time to set aside for piano learning.
and i really regretted it.
i should just buy a keyboard and learn it myself back then!
maybe by now i would had know how to play any one of her songs already.

jewel piano version(one of my favorites)

this song is great too, as introduced by someone :)

and i hope i'll manage to learn this somehow..

kiss the rain, sundial dreams, lets call it sundial rain :)

i left with 3 day here.

5 months away

2009-10-02T03:12:00.005+08:00

we received the news from the top already, we are flying off to bangkok for 5 months IP attachment on next monday(5 october) morning!
so fast so fast so fast and i felt so sorry that we can't attend sim's.
i really hope she'll have an enjoyable time that night :)

me and mindy wanna say bye bye to TP for 5 months!

boo boo!

will enchanted kissing garden be played? :)

oh girl, ure such a fun lover.

hot pot!

2009-09-28T23:57:00.012+08:00

hello, can i take a picture of u?

muah hahaha my pink camera is so damn cute!

after a long day at work, hot pot is there for us to fill our empty and stress stomach!
we met up with sim and shoonie at bugis after our work :) :) :) :)

meat meat meat and more meat for mindy(da rou)

our delicious pot pot!

hello shoonie who got loves to eat meatballs

i love mushrooms

broccolis too

so eat it baby

hello tung with the bun on her head

hello ah sim who is red like hotdogs

hello mindy the da rou

who really loves to eat DA ROU!!!

woohoo the hotdog here looks like my thumb right? LOL.

HI MAN TOU! our favourite MAN TOU!

okay we got so embarrassed after we asked 5 plates for it.........

each plate has 5 man tous, so in total we ate 25 man tous!

fried man tou with condensed milk, OH I LOVE IT!

they got very full and these 4 girls head home with their pretty shoes :)

so tell me, what's on your mind?

just having fun

2009-09-28T01:03:00.007+08:00

MY SATURDAY NIGHT!

met up with sim to kembangan to visit her malay friend's house for hari raya.
her friend, ADI, who is 27 years old but looked like 18/19 years old!
omg so young looking.
he lives in a terrace, so so pretty and cosy.
i cant wait to get a home like that when i grow up :)

and oh..
this is what my cute ah sim had done to her birthday cards which she is going to send them out..

looks like ASTRONAUTS STICKERS RIGHT?
abit kiasu huh still pasted 3 on it...........
wahahahahaha i cant stop laughing when i saw those!
aiyo my sim darling too cute le la!

waiting for our train

at adi's house! (adi is the one at the most left)

left the place at around 11pm plus and off i go to meet mindy at clarke quay for our before-bangkok-last-clubbing-night!
went rebel and paid like $25 for it.
SO EXPENSIVE :(
i miss ladies nights.
however, we had great fun at REBEL!
both of us, really had FUN.
hahahahaha such a waste we are not guys!
and yeah, girls can have as much fun as those boys out there ;)

our vodka with coke

left REBEL at like 5am and when i got home.......................
i realised i forgot to bring my keys out!
i called my bro's hp and luckily he managed to wake up and open the door for his blur sister.
instead of grumbling to me, he just say: "oh sister ure back :)"

I LOVE U SO MUCH LA TUNG ZHEN YUAN MUACKS!

having fun with things will never ever felt enough :)

my 21st floral birthday

2009-09-26T14:40:00.028+08:00

FINALLY FINISHED UPLOADING ALL OMG JAWS DROPPING SO TIRED U KNOW ROAR

okay..

it started on sunday 20/09/09, 1 day after my actual 21st.
i holded a chalet at pasir ris coasta sands resort and invited all my lovelys.
its a floral theme party!
had a total great time with them all and i enjoyed myself very much, thanks everybody for the wishes and the gifts!
weehee :D

PEEK TURES!

the boys

somone blowing bubbles and it came in~

the girls

my mum and dad

21 years old already, still so short.

and i love my brother for wearing this floral shorts that i bought for him

dad's face so funny

my wonderful cousins

keat's and gerald's nice asses

the food that my parents cooked

helpful guys helping with keeping the drinks chilled

aww and my parents were so sweet, they bought for me a key necklace.

love u both!
my mum helping me to wear..

tada!

she says im very irritating

floral papers we cut and pasted oursleves on the room's wall..nice huh!

i forced the guys to wear the party hats LOL

POKERS TIME!

okay ignore my retard face, it was candid.

me and beng

with my WONDERFUL colleagues!
they are nice people..really..esp peiren(the one hiding behind).

LOL.

my poly classmates

they gave me a BIG DOMO for my gift LOL very cute thanks thanks!

hello domo

with jie jun

brandon loves kissing people when he is high

my sec school friends

another group of sec school friends

my cake arrived~!

so simple so nice so sweet!

i think choong is scolding him or something lol

moving the cake out to a bigger area

my friends

my family

happy birthday

blow candles blow~

cutting into smaller ones

and im a good cutter okay!

happy birthday to brandon too after midnight passed on that day!

BUBBLES!

JACKPOT, can i be one?

$1 camera

2009-09-26T13:01:00.021+08:00

ytsd after a big rough time at work(me keep wanting to bite on dog bones)..we girls met up at city plaza for shopping!

i controlled myself not to buy anything for the time being as i think it'll be better if i shop more when im in bangkok ;)

after our dindin at ps..

i saw a $1 toy box(cameras inside) outside the food court.
omg its was so DUH cute i immediately took out $1 and insert into it hoping i can get the pink one.
BUT, a green one rolled out :(
my girls also think its very cute so they each took out $1 for it too!
LOL we're like 3 years old playing wth such things when we're like 21 already.

however, i really wanted a pink one very much.
so, i decided to spend another $1 for the second try and..a pink one rolled out!

HEHEHE SO HAPPY (^_^)

at the cathay

AND AS USUAL..

we'll go for our rocher dou hua..

then paradiz centre for arcade time woohoo.
and well well this is my favourite game in arcade haha i love puzzle games~

super gem fighter!

btw..
when we're eating we noticed this nice "fly off" cover of this car on the left side.
apparently both of these cars are in the same series LOL what an obvious comparism!

me: "u all know why fly off anot?"

them: "nope."

me: "recently F1 racing, this driver must had gone to take part in it, thats why cover flew off."

WAH HAHAHA lame.

birthdays

2009-09-25T00:27:00.009+08:00

now i know why he took one hour to draw the previous cake lol.

kale:
that time i draw two cake actually know
actually three
u know if someone offline the drawing gone
i use one person convo draw
then she offline
1 hour gone
then i draw the second wan
not nice
hahha
then third wan i think look best=)

me:
hahaha ohhhhh
no wonder..
i was actually wondering why u this artist will take up to one hr to draw a cake

kale:
as in the third wan really one hour
second 1 1 hour also
hahha
u wanna see the second cake not
i still have

and, its his birthday today so i made a simple flash for him haha a very cute flash :)
i've been handling too much flash during work already and it makes creating one easy and quick!

and to kw, thanks for the hotcakes breakfast and the milo and everything else, i really appreciate it :)

21 + 1 day

2009-09-20T13:40:00.015+08:00

ystd midnight when i just came out from my bath, this 4 cuties hide inside my house and plan to give me a surprise!
however, THEY FAILED.
cos i heard some noises coming out from angel's room and i went to check on it.
then............................i saw them inside, and we laughed!
LOL!

thks alot people, i was very touched, honestly.
:)

they sang a happy birthday song for me with this strawberry cake!
loves it to bits :)

4 cuties!

they bought for me a CK black tote and prepared this album(with a number of unglam photos of me inside)!

very nice very nice very nice!

and this morning..
i saw this birthday wish from kale through mail :)

" it took me an hour to draw this. hopefully u like it=) "

haha thks i love it! :)

being a birthday girl is so good, u can feel so much love from ur friends!

wahahaha lollipop ure gonna pop my world!

forever 21

2009-09-19T23:55:00.006+08:00

im 21 years old today, and its time to be a big girl now.

random, but im so happy that my hair is really long now!
oh what a dream since young to have long hair WHEN I GROW UP ;)

and all i have to say is, life is so unpredictable!
i've never thought that my first 21st birthday gift will come from this new friend of mine LOL.
thks alot huh! :)

seriously this card really makes me laugh cause he pasted his own photo on this hunk body!
i covered up his face just in case he thinks its embarrassing haha.

live ur life to the fullest is all i know from these 21 years of mine :)

hello world

2009-09-18T10:47:00.007+08:00

im turning 21 years old tml and im so going to have a fresh start! :)
in my life, and blog too.
so come what may, im ready now.

i'll fly away like a butterfly, to see the beauty of my future sky.

if anyone's is interested to know my past, u can click here! :)
http://oldmisstung.blogspot.com